mm, i need to start working on my fanfic more. too many ideas running through my head to establish for the characters.

too many horrible news stories are airing right now on telly. new york plane crash in the hudson river, the israeli-gaza border war, and the heat wave and bush fires in sydney. the end is really near.

ooh, this is interesting, finnish and swedish researchers have found that middle-aged drinkers of coffee (who have 3-5 cups of coffee per day) have a better chance at avoiding alzheimer's disease.

you know, sometimes i wonder, if i were just a little more interesting. if i had a bit more guts. if i were more daring. if i were more beautiful...

would i be easily accepted by ppl? would i be like my sisters? could i possibly bring more ppl to the Lord?

then after all that, i realise that no, why should i satisfy the world? why should i crave the acceptance of man? the Lord gave me enough talents to bring ppl to Him, with or without all that i've stated above.

I Thessalonians 5:5,"Ye are all the children of light, and the children of the day: we are not of the night, nor of darkness."