よこそ /22. sydney is my current abode. singapore is where my heart has always been.
loves my God and my family. is a chronic messy room-neat appearence girl.
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最近 /happy 1st of december!
i just had an epiphany
one two three four tell me that you love me more.
first day back into the grind.
友達へ /bethanyipc ame andrea athalie emily eunice erinn evelyn jofid jordan lee man mandy mingfei ning phoebe tammy vicki william zhihui
アーカイブズ /May 2003
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//Saturday, August 27, 2005 11:56 am
Affectatious. maybe it's just me, but i feel as if the next generation of Bethanians are such.
disclaimer: this blog entry is not gonna be like nice and all. hope you as the reader understand that this is my blog and i would love to hear from you. constructive comments are greatly appreciated.
this blog entry was inspired by firstly my dearest granny and secondly sherman tan's blog on Bethany's anniversary. i was really intrigued by what my granny told me. i was just speaking to her the other day about how everyone looked so pretty and beautiful in the anniversary night pics. she slammed me with this comment; "that's the thing lor, your church Bethany when you go to church must, yao mian zhi must keep up appearances. that's why i don't like going to your church. must dress up so nice one when go to church. i feel out of place when i go." yes, i know we must give of the best to the Master. but what if it becomes so extreme that you dress not to please God but Man.
i know they may look all nice and all on the outside but even i when i'm not there at Bethany physically, i just have to look at those pictures of anniversary to know that many of them are so superficial. maybe i'm speculating too much, maybe i'm reading too much into it. but it's such a pity though. I love Bethany and all, but i don't want it to become like, a stranger to me. it's like a fictional story plot i read before;
a father dotes on his children, loves them to bits. to ensure that his children get a secure and proper future, he works his ass off trying to get money for them. because of this, the father drifts away from his children. the children become so influenced by money and things of this earth. father becomes a stranger in their eyes.i know Bethany has been going on and on about oneness in the church; but like what sherman tan says in his blog, oneness within ppl of your own kind. are you all really that selective?
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//Friday, August 19, 2005 9:11 pm
ahaha! this is funny. so not real on a few certain ppl. =P
//Thursday, August 18, 2005 8:03 pm
hello! soz everyone, was MIA for a few days there. a lot happened in between. =) ahah. grooving to DARE by Gorillaz now. my sisters are getting real tired of this song. ahah!
it's repetitive i know but heh, it's all well with me. mhmm. yesterday, can be summed up in this one song i'm also in love with. so described me.
You Had A Bad Day by Daniel Powter. [lovely song with Samara in the MV]
last in class for maths and just basically crying my whole day at home. thank god i had an early leave that day. left me some time to mope in my room. but that aside. i'm alright now. =)
thanks to fiona and shirley for worrying abt my mental state. ahah, =) i'm alright now =).
"Come Get Some" by Rooster
//Saturday, August 13, 2005 11:08 pm
i want to dig a hole in the ground and bury myself. i feel like the shittiest person alive right now.
"6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."
i just wish i could have said that then. and maybe if i had explained it, maybe nothing would had happened. but i know the Lord has a much superior plan above. Let His Will be done in me, through me. To God Be The Glory..
//Wednesday, August 03, 2005 5:55 pm
hmm, thinking of schoolies. wonder where to go. should i go with elisa for the schoolies cruise or for a trip to japan[not sure yet] with lee and fee. wonder. schoolies sounds so fun. but i dunno. it's next year and schoolies is already booking. scary paranoid ppl.
// 5:02 pm
check out THE BIG AD. it better sell some bloooooody beer! =P it's O Fortuna btw.
// 4:28 pm
First, write down the names of twenty people you
know. Then, read and answer the questions. You
can't look at the questions until you write down
the twenty names you're going to use.
04. Sam Zaky
07. Daniel Benrose
17. Sam Chu
19. Matt Lam
20. Ben Ling
Is #09 a boy or a girl?
Would #01 and #02 make a cute couple?
ahaha, nah. they pay out each other too much sometimes. and calv's gay.
How about #18 and #04?
WAHAHA!! it'll be amazing to see that. two very much masculine guys.
What grade is #17 in?
When was the last time you talked to #12?
hmm, yest i think.
What is #06's favorite band?
simple plan now i think.
Does #01 have any siblings?
yeah one younger brother
Would you ever date #03?
ahaha, nah, she's my godsis =)
Would you ever date #07?
Is #16 single?
What's #15's last name?
What's #10's middle name?
no middle name. tsui ting is chinese name
What's #05's favorite thing to do?
being friendly. and paying ben out. haha!
Is #13 hot?
ahah! hmm, i'll say yes [i might scab a free ride off him]
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
ahaha! karina's taller than matt! =P nah i don't think so.
What school does #20 go to?
oops. i dunno. the school that he and amanda go to?
Tell me a random fact about #11.
she can appear real quiet and demure. but once she starts talking about something she likes, she NEVER stops and amazing talks realreal animatedly.
she likes rain now. that korean singer/actor
Have you ever had a crush on #15?
Where does #09 live?
151G[or is it H] Kings Road Farrer Court. haha. used to frequent that place.
What's #04's favorite color?
i'll chance a guess at black?
Would you make out with #14?
Are #05 & #06 best friends?
nope. school mates.
Does #07 like #20?
no. but it'll be amazing if they do. ahah!
Does #08 like #19?
err... i don't think so. one's in sg the other in syd. hmm, but i think they might be friends if they did know each other.
How did you meet #02?
he became famous for being the first person in our year 11 batch to have detention for smoking outside the hall. ahha! and he's been to sg for a while.
How did you meet #18?
grew up in bethany ipc together. =) got closer when we were teens.
Does #10 have any pets?
nope. pet cello maybe.
Is #12 older than you?
nope, more like i'm older.
Is # 17 the sexiest person alive, or what?
ahaha! it used to be. till i got to know him more. too much of an ego maniac before so yeah, that kinda killed it. =P ahah!
to all that i haven't mentioned: soz! i couldn't fit everyone in my list! this list is whoever came to my mind at that point in time alright? =)