"Hysteria"

It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive

'cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control

And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode

Byul Lyrics

param gyeoli changeul heundeulgo
nae gimalhan jakeun nawei pan weouro
areumduphge byulbijdeureul
kadeul chaewojuneyo
malhi aphahajimah
nalkkok aneunchae dadokyojumyeo
jakjara weouro haejuneyo
keodji mothalmankkeum himekyeowon aphawado
nunmuli apeul karyeowado
kajjimothal nae sarang aphedo nan useullaeyo
jamshimado kyeote haengboghattdeon giogdeureul
kashime kanjig halkeyo
du nune suno najin jeobyuldeul
cheoreom yeongwonhi

Translation of Youme’s version:

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

on another note. this is my inspiration for danni's halloween this friday. PLEASE GIVE ME NIMBLE FINGERS TO COMPLETE MY COSTUME ON TIME. kamisama, onegaishimasu.

man this is so boring. -_-"

i'm at uni right now and i decided to skip lec since it was just a followup of last tuesday's. and i don't really like stephen ralph's lecs cos he speaks too fast for my liking. XD shat laa. and his lecs usually has the most information in them. sighh...

i need to make a trip down to lincraft or spotlight. and i wanna buy japanese magazines. i need them!! sigh. so tired and bored of uni at the moment.

need lunch soon. got a class at 230 and it's only 1247 now. soooo boring.

Never Felt This Way - Brian McKnight
There will never come a day
you'll ever hear me say
that I want and need to be without you.
I want to give my all.
Baby, just hold me.
Simply control me.
'Cuz your arms, they keep away the lonelies.

[bridge]
When I look into your eyes
then I realize
that all I need is you in my life.
All I need is you in my life.
[chorus]
'Cuz I've never felt this way about lovin'.
Never felt so good.
Never felt this way about lovin'
It feels so good.

How it takes my breath,
starts a pounding in my chest,
makes me weak, when I think about you.
Makes me wanna give my all,
Life wouldn't mean a thing.
Not a happy song to sing,
just emptiness if I had to live without you.

[repeat bridge+chorus]

'Cuz I've never felt this way about lovin', darlin'
Never felt so good.
Never felt this way about lovin'
It feels so good. woo~

i'm transferringggg.

from uow to unsw.

now onto other things.

i think he hates me. XD gives me the dirty everytime i glance at him. and i think i took his favourite seat on the train back home yesterday. haiz~ lost case. ahahahahah...

then there's this other guy. hmm. . . got to figure him out.

happy little vegemite urk. don't like vegemite Kaya Toast :D <3

so long never blogged. sammie complain. so here's to placate him. XP ahaha!

tralalaaa... nothing much to blog really. i just had my week of holidays, spent mon and tues trying to complete most of my jobs so i can fully enjoy my holidays. mhmm. so wednesday went out to the city with danni and tina to go for a k-session and capitols. thursday i brought okasan around to the AGNSW, st mary's, pitt st mall, QVB, townhall, chinatown, marketcity, paddy's market. LOADS OF WALKING. ahah! then thursday night went out to indian aroma to have a dinner for okasan before she left. then friday morning she left. and i just randomly met shirley on friday late morning and afternoon for coffee and a bit of lunch. then i went home and had to work friday night. sat morning lazed around. then work again. then today! sunday. church. hmm

that's me in a nutshell. so far. ahah! XP