planning for a birthday party bash is soooooo headache-inducing. GAH. but so worth it if it turns out good.

i've put forth the idea of a dinner followed by clubbing on either the 14th or the 21st of sept, at UN or Verandah. Click here for UN or here for Verandah. that's just the clubbing bit. if dinner doesn't fit in i might just do it another day. but i'll have to see. omgg. two more weeks. can die lorr

just questioning how singers can sing something so contradictory to their actions. imagine, Robbie William singing She's The One and his lifestyle of one-a-day... hmmmm... just doesn't make sense.

same can be said about my walk with Him. it's seriously non-existant. i'm openly admitting it. and i feel it's time to go back to Him.

restore to me, the joy of my salvation

背叛
曲:曹格
词:阿丹、邬裕康
编曲:涂惠源
雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

i got tammy addicted to cao ge. ahah!

i made cupcakes today!

this will be my 600th post on this blog! oh wow!

mm, my gosh, sammie boy has been entertaining me these evenings. fellow singaporean owl. stay up latelate. chatting abt how tok kong we are. how pro we are. bwahahah../loll

anyway, here are our msn nicks for today! like a pair one. ahahah!
jay- OMG SAMMIE. YOU GOT ME ADDICTED TO THAT WEBSITE too many to download!!
::.iSaD.:: OMG I GOT JUS JUS ADDICTED TO THAT WEBSITE! xD

and like just so you know F.I.R. FTW YEAH!!

faye's voice is like super good lorr..

to my dearest: here's something for you to recall,

I'll be here...Why...I'll be waiting...here...for what?
i'll be waiting...for you...so...if you come here...you'll find me.
I promise.

Utada Hikaru - Colors


Miraa ga utsushidasu maboroshi wo
Ki ni shinagara itsu no mani ka sokudo
Ageteru no sa



Doko e itte mo ii to iwareru to
Hanpa na ganbou ni wa hyoushiki mo zenbu
Haiiro da



Honoo no yurameki,
Koyoi mo yume wo egaku
Anata no fudesaki,
Kawaite imasen ka



Aoi sora ga mienu nara aoi kasa hirogete
Ii ja nai ka, kyanbasu wa kimi no mono
Shiroi hata wa akirameta toki ni dake kazasu no
Ima wa makka ni,
Sasou tougyuushi no you ni



Karaa mo iro aseru keikoutou no moto
Shirokuro no chesuboodo no ue de kimi ni
Deatta



Bokura wa hitotoki mayoi nagara yorisotte
Arekara hitotsuki oboete imasu ka



Orenji iro no yuuhi wo tonari de miteru dake de
Yokatta no ni na,
'Kuchi wa wazawai no moto'
Kuroi fuku wa shisha ni inoru
Toki ni dake kiru no
Wazato makka ni nokoshita ruuju no ato



Mou jibun ni wa yume no
Nai e shika egakenai to iu nara
Nuritsubushite yo,
Kyanbasu wo nando demo
Shiroi hata wa akirameta toki ni
Dake kazasu no
Ima no watashi wa anata no shiranai iro

While worrying about the illusion
Reflected in the mirror,
Everything speeds up without notice



When they say I'm free to go wherever,
The guides for my incomplete desire
All turn grey.



The swaying flames
Are painting my dreams tonight
The tip of your brush
Isn't dried up yet?



If you can't see a blue sky, open up your blue umbrella.
Isnt that great? The canvas is yours.
A white flag is only raised when one has given up.
But now let it be crimson
Like the beckoning matador.



Under the discoloring florescent light
On the black and white of a chessboard
We met by chance



There was a time when we'd lost our way and held each other close
It's been a month since then. Do you remember?



I would have been happy just to have watched
The orange sunset next to you.
But the mouth (words) is the origin of catastrophe
Black clothes are only worn when
Praying for the deceased.
The mark of rouge leaves behind deep red purposely.



If you say you can only paint
Dreamless pictures
How many times must
I paint over the canvas?
A white flag is only raised
When you've given up
I'm a color you don't know now.