ok. this is the last straw.

ANGELFIRE FUCKING TOOK MY SONG OFF AND SUSPENDED MY WHOLE FREAKING ACCOUNT.

the shittiest is that i know why they did it and i'm to blame.


sigh, i'm just having the worst day.

haven't been blogging much i know =P soz to all who even read this blog.

RIP to Uncle Jimmy. got shot dead in Bangkok. f*ck the authorities in thailand. employee shot uncle jimmy when uncle jimmy found the f*cker trying to embezzle money out of the company. daddy's flying back to singapore tmr arvo to pay his respects. he leaves behind his wife, auntie doreen, and daughter, celine. God rest his soul.

auntie linda has just gone into surgery today to remove lump in her breast. they suspect breast cancer. just praying that she'll be alright. and for erinn, ebony and ethan to be strong. and for uncle benson to be strong to hold up the family.

events like these just makes you wonder how brief and frail life is. and for uncle jimmy to die like that. it's just horrible.

english exam today. mediocre. could have done better if only i wrote faster or could make time stop. bleh. rather not talk about it.

you know what, i think no one really reads my blog anymore.

oh yeah, hi to joanna and jing'an. =) i still remember you both =) i dunno if i'm going back to sg. really wanna meet up with you primary school mates. yeah.

veg out.

TOM WILLIAMStoo hot to touch. *estatic fangirl scream!* here's some real sizzling photos of him in the second series of Dancing With the Stars.











SO DAMN HOT.

this is interesting. found this little short story i wrote during the time when i was real messed-up. edited it obviously. my english then was atrocious. anyhoos, here's it, enjoy!


slight build.


medium-ish height.


black hair[cropped at shoulder's length].


looks like the goody-goody type.


couldn't have done that offence.


but looks can lie...


hmm...gotta question

"oo-kay...so i've heard..."


fingers...her object of fascination...


"ahem...[raps on table with ruler...]excuse me...."


she abruptly hides her fingers under the desk and turns her attention to me.


"ermm...sorry...yes madam?" -earnest look-


"yes,getting back to the problem at hand. i've reports that you're causing problems within the school. problems regarding you giving death threats to students and trying to kill them.i hope these aren't true, Justina."


she fidgets rather uncomfortably in her seat and mutters something unaudible.


"what? i'm sorry, you've gotta repeat what you've just said."


"i said, i had to do that to keep my temper sated...i'm really sorry, i didn't mean to do that." -earnest look-


"well then, if those reports are true...i do hope you don't mean to kill your sch mates aren't you?"


shakes head


"okay...since this is your first major problem with the school's discipline...i guess you're let off the punishment....but....if it does happen again...you're due back in this room..."


nod head


doesn't speak up much,this girl...maybe that's the problem...i'll have to write and discuss this problem with her teacher...


"madam?am i allowed to leave?"


"my,yes...i don't have to open the door for you do i?"


"erm...no mdm...i shall take my leave now..."


slams door...


what a peculiar girl...






"yeah....so?"


"what 'yeah...so?'?....i'm askin you...."


"what??!!...."


"erm...."


"argh....whatever...."


click


the dial tone rang in my ears....


staring at the reciever, i slammed the phone down.....wordlessly i turned to the door and ran out...


wind through my hair,i streaked down the sidewalk in a steady pace....not caring if i had hit into someone...just muttering an inaudible "sorry" as i went by...


by and by...i realised that i've ran to the end of the neighbourhood....to...his home...


was drenched in sweat n rainwater.....and cold.....somewhere along the way it must have rained.....i looked up to the heavens and rain came down in buckets.......


in a trance....i walked to the door....pressed on the doorbell with a shaky finger....


dong


the doorbell sounded like angelic music when compared to the resounding clappings of thunder n lightnings......


"coming!"


i stood there shivering like a leave in a storm...damn....stop shaking already...


the door opens to a surprised him....looking at the pathetic/cold/drenched me standing in his doorway...


"h-h-hi-i"


darn....now even i have trouble controling my speech...


"hey...erm"


an awkward silence


"urmm....come in[widens door opening]....you look terrible..."


he flashes a smile


i try to say thanks but whatever i wanted to say just came out as me opening my mouth in a smiling-and-about-to-say-something way...that i happen to think as gawky n stupid....especially in front of him....


damn....now my facial muscles have even gone haywire.....


i entered his premise....lightly slapping my face to jolt back to life my frozen facial muscles....


stupid stupid me.....argh

real inspiring

confessions of a teenage drug addict

alright the song's on. but it laggggs a whole lot before playing properly. so be patient ppl.

ALRIGHTEY! finally got my com to work again!! -dances in joy

and the best thing is that i can upload that f*ck-worthy Panic! At the Disco song that i've based this temp on. woo~!

enjoy everyone!

btw, i got my hair sheared. got a fringe! ahahah! now i look like my chinese persona. hoho. shall post pics when i do get my phone connected to the com. haha.

GAEL GARCIA BERNAL

that's all i have to say.

*orgasmic sin.

anyhoos, this is not the complete thing. still have yet to post up the Panic! At the Disco song this temp was also based on.

I'VE GOT THE MOST PERFECT PICTURE OF GAEL GARCIA BERNAL.

HOHOHO.

-under construction from now till when you see the temp-

i officially hate mr gant. barely tolerating him in classes. seriously.


you know what. i feel poor now. need a whole lotta money.

HELLO EVERYBODY!

god it's been long. can't blame it that my comp had to fry on me. so yeah, first few weeks of school.

the new teacher that replaced mrs valentine is not at all good. this is his first year teaching. how bad can this be. it's my HSC year and they had to put it on the line by recruiting a barely-there teacher. if i'm failing i'm blaming DLSC.

NOTE TO ALL VOYEURS GALORE: i need help in getting references for my major HSC visual arts examination. i'm basing this on Singapore and/or Peranakan culture. so ppl, that's the vague outline of what i'm doing. what i need help in is getting the photos from which i can base my ideas on. if you could please send your images to me through msn or email: jus_undefined@hotmail.com

i need to change my blogskin. that doesn't mean i not loving my dearest uttsada. <333! i'll try gael garcia bernel next. HURHUR. yasmin will def come to my site now. ahahah!