my hands smell of mama lemon detergent, bleh. =) washed the dishes today. anyhoos, hope everyone's fine and all =) haven't seen if anyone has left a message and stuff.. been corresponding with Pastor and all and i think i might take maths extension and leave the french aside, even if i seriously want it. too much to handle and i might reconsider in the future if i were to study later. yeps. better concentrate on certain subjects if i were to succeed. anyway, i'm running low on cash. when is that guy gonna call back? sigh... i wanna job and quick. fwee...

trying to find itoshisa no kate from the seisou hen movie, that sadsad ending song that i nearly cried over.

IFOUNDIT! =)))

Itoshisa no Kate; The Source of Love
Seisou Hen Ending Song

Lyrics By: Hiroshi Yamada
Music Arranged By: Taku Iwasaki
Vocals By: Hiroko Kasahara

Yashasite dane
Anata ga itto
Namida ga detta yo
Totemo shizuka ni

Haru no suna hana
Hizade ne mutto
Anata no kami o sotto
Yubide suita toki

Fuini subete ga
Wakatta kimashita
Kurushimi tachi ga
Sorato katta yuku no deshita

Anata no hohoni
Ochita shizuku o
Namishibuki datto
Ite fukaku shiro shita yo

Kokoni ite
Kokoni iru yo

-sniff- i'll get the translation and the song on the page soon + i'll be changing template soon, get chloe to help me host the song and i'll get the translation from waxin lyricals. =) anyhoos, later everyone. =)

been a long time since i blogged. been busy trying to meet my days. trying to get a job to meet ends. applied for a job at this cafe nearby and Lincraft art shop. hope i get one, and i also signed up for colesmyer's christmas recruitment drive. anyway, this is to eliza, heya =) i linked ya. been doing well at school. half yearly portfolio coming back on friday. pray that everything goes fine. and the reason why i'm typing like this is because my mom is rushing me to go to bed. it's 11:40pm here. argh... hate it when that happens. to churchies back home in sg : hope y'all are doing good =) have fun in jnr camp [whether attending or helping out] study hard for your os! to theresians : study hard for yer os!! [kudos to jean for speaking to me this evening! =) brightened my day, or what's left of it! =P] gonna treat my family to movies tmr. shrek 2. okay, mom's screaming at me, take care laods! later

i'm ponning, not sch but church. heh, not that i'm no longer with God, but like, the way people deem church here is so, low, so secondary. it's like, i'm going just because i know that only through God i can get to Heaven. but yeah, you'll ask Why isn't Justina setting an example then?? bah. like. i don't know, church just doesn't impact me as much as Bethany use to? yeah. like, the people in church here are friendly and some even open up their house to invite us over for dinner. but like, there's just something missing. just that blank hole, a missing puzzle piece, a God-shaped hole [quote SAWAH!] yeah. but i just can't do it. went whale watching on last sunday and this sunday, gonna go fruit picking. at tutti fruitti. and yes, i'm missing church again. seems like once i came here to sydney, i've been more a pew-warmer than a christian. i don't really deem going to church as that important. i know it's bad. and i do want to go back, but i just, can't get over the fact that the 'hole' is evident there. you say there's not much difference, it's the same God we're worshipping here. but..


i'm just have a bad bout of missingusBethanism. bah. pass the flu tablet.

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fwee... i'm HISTRIONIC. bah. thank goodness i'm not narcissistic. ahahah! =P but i'm obsessive-complusive. fwee... and i am =) love pressing lift buttons or any buttons for that fact.

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KRISTA?? weird...think Justina's just fine =) yeps, haven't been updating cos my life's been kinda barely getting through the day. been waking up real tired, sneezing and coughing in class, completing my hmk just barely and trying to concentrate in class. bah, serious case of not managing time. ahhh, guess i'll start this long weekend. sat sun and mon off. going to some fruit place to pick fruits on sun, might be going out on mon with chloe and sarah. let's see.. sat only available. argh, darn. better start completing some of my work. 9.30pm, gonna sleep. night. better wake up tmr.

Lord i praise You because of who You are,
not because of all the mighty things you've done.
Lord i worship You because of who You are,
You're all the reason that i need to voice my praise.
Because of who You are.

i'm trying to play that song properly on piano, and attempting it on guitar. btw, visit Koorong. great stuff there. might be able to get ginny owen's cd there. mhmm, yeps. i just can't stand why they are like that, i seriously think they are creating more trouble than it is already. but being them, i guess they can't understand a single thing matured people do. sigh, the starkness of truth, along with the innocence of a child, can hurt so much and inflict such malice from people.

anyhoos, trying an attempt at making char siew pau. =P hope it comes out good. been doing it since thursday, gotta make the dough ferment and rise. mhmm.

VooDooDolls. should be in Sydney!! the stuff are real nice. but the only place they are in is BRISBANE. how far is that??

might wanna go redesign my blog template. do a photoshop template. wai! yeah, i'll do that! =)