hair's wet, just waiting for it to dry before i go to bed. -big yawn- been cleaning out my wardrobe today, clean out all those stuff i don't wear and my summer uni. leaving them up in a box. thinking of selling them to some second hand shop for a quick buck or two. mm. oh well, just did my accounting and stuff today for my savings and spenditure. it's getting colder each day, and it's going to be winter on tuesday. and half a year has gone by since i came. =) still surviving, just hope that the next half of the year will go by as swiftly as the beginning. =) i just can't wait to go back to singapore. and to end this year. hmm, watched troy on friday and i LOVED it!! brad pitt made a fine Achilles. -horny- i'm just so happy for jennifer aniston, SHE'S GOT THE HOTTEST GUY ON THE PLANET!!! -swoons- oh heck, i can just dream on. =) next movie is harry potter 3. gonna watch it with fiona on her birthday. and i'm so gonna drag mummy and daddy to the prom dress shop! saw this dress which is SOOO nice! but mummy says that i should get dress that i can wear on other occassions too. that's the problem. bah. maybe i should go rent one, but i wanna get one that i can remember!! -wails- oh well, i'll try and pray real hard that i get that dress. oh wells =) gotta go sleep, nighty! *muah*

why no one commented on my song!!?? hrmph. oh well, school's been well, mm, hey, tomorrow i'm getting a free day. teachers are going on strike, not getting enough pay so they're protesting against that. yeps, and we get a day off. =P -thinks- going out with fiona tomorrow. okay, gotta go, mom's shouting. going shopping! =) but i'll be the one reeling in my mom, she SPENDS TOO MUCH. gotta ration.

Now that I've lost everything to you
You say you wanna start something new
And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm grievin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear
But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl

You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you a sad, girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Chorus

Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware

Chorus

heard this song as i was watching how to deal the other day. renting dvds whenever. -peeling scab- heez. love peeling scabbie. and that song's real nice. =) feels like it's singing to me. a lot. =) oh wells. love y'all!! =D

heya all =) glad i could access the internet again. =) haven't been that keen on going on the internet for quite some time, got better things to do. but heys =) i'm glad. hmm, haven't got much to say. =) soo... oh yeah! my friends are like shopping for their formal/prom dresses! i'm thinking of going too. to go buy and maybe dress up a little. =P ahaha! oh wells. let's see. got a tentative date when i'll be coming back to singapore. it's the 8th of december. but the thing is that my daddy can't come with me. he'll still be working then. thinking of how. and i want him to be arnd to celebrate christmas too. yer.

p.s.: LORI!!! must try and get some free time kiez! =) then come =)))) -dances-sho happy!! fwee...

stuck in the com rm 7. bah, =) anyway, just had catholic studies. had to research on the gospel of mark. mark 1:1 and mark 15:39, declare His Glory, among the nations, through all creation, His triumph sings! =D haven't been updating for a while, been quite happy with it, ahaha. did the 40 hour Famine on the weekend. had to choose whether to abstain from food or technology to feel how it's like to live in Tanzania where there's not much food arnd and not a bit of technology. seeing that i simply CANNOT live without food, i went for the 40 hours without technology. yups, think it rubbed onto me even after the 40 hours. haven't found the computer that appealing for now. =) but i dunno, not as regular as i used to be. anyway, love ya all =) *smucks* take care. =)

p.s.: heya jean!! =D so happy to see ur comment, yups, u take ur time, know that o levels can be so burdening. =) -huggs- take care! =)
p.p.s.: heya lori, yups i will =) wound's healing though =) though it's all sticky and mucky with that scab coming up. -shudders- erg.

heya, me such a klutz. =P fell down today at the running track and i grazed both knees and hands + my right elbow. eeks. had to walk back to sch to get it cleaned up and all and the blood on my left knee actually got to my nike shoesies! argh! now i have to go wash it. bleah. and i had a hard time bathing. but i didn't cry once. nope =) cos i know that He's experience more pain than me and that helps quell the pain in me. mhmm. oh well, better go dress my wounds. laters =)

heya all, just came back from a bit of rehabilitation, sorry about the angsty entry before -wry smile- was kinda dejected. oh well, here i am, better. =) hey so how's everyone? =) another thing that spurred me onto rehab is also watching Joseph the Prince of Dreams [or some similiar title to that] on the NEW DVD PLAYER! woohoo, can go watch all the vcds left to rot in the vcd case. anyhoo, i watched it and i was really reminded that through all the pain and emotional distress i was going through, He's there watching us, like, as the song goes, 'You know better than I'. and yes, it's the same song that the J1s blogged abt, silly me didn't catch on till the ending, then it struck me in the head. =P and yeah, i went back to my quiet time[ yer, i've been neglecting it *paiseh*] and did from where i stopped and also, added in a reading of Job and Proverbs. there are so many other books i would love to read like ecclesiastis and ezekiel but i guess i'll leave it to another day. and i was reading though Job 1 and i was really amazed by the fact that Job didn't blame God for taking away his children, his house, his cattle and all, he just endured it and that God was not to be blamed. what self-control. i guess it wouldn't be the same for me. i'll be cussing quite seriously. anyway, i've found the song. =) enjoy.

Better Than I
I thought I did what's right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road
But that road brought me here
So I put up a fight
And told you how to help me
Now just when I have given up
The truth is coming clear

You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better than I.

If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don't know
Is part of getting through.
I try to do what's best
And faith has made it easy
To see the best thing I can do
Is put my trust in you

For you know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better than I.

I saw one cloud and thought it was the sky
I saw a bird and thought that I could follow
But it was you who taught that bird to fly
If I let you reach me, Will you teach me

For you know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
I'll take what answers you supply
You know better than I.

Lord, into Your hands, i put my trust.

i feel weak and useless as of the moment. dunno why, but yeah, my msn nick is to myself. that little teeny weeny ickle voice in the back of my head telling me that. oh man, i seriously have to get a life here. i'm like a loner, not many friends.
*cries*
but He knows, He knows. and i'm glad. i quote from uncle terence, before we left, he left us with these words," there will be times when you will be so alone in an unknown place, that the only comfort you will have is Him." I know it's not exactly the words, but i thank God i remember it. cause i truly know, the meaning of those words now.

"Do you know how much it hurts..?
To see the person you love happy..
Happy with someone new.
And what hurts more is that you know she’s happy because you’re no longer there.

It actually hurts to face the fact
that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself,
leaving you weak and vulnerable.
But what hurts more is the fact that you have to hold it back,
because it was a right love at the wrong time

It hurts to be trapped in the middle of two people special to you,
and one wrong move would mean having to get all the blame.
But what hurts more
is knowing that these two people are suffering because of you"

-Mirai

‘I’ll always be here, I’ll never hurt you’

-Can I Keep You?

lala. decided to take some quotes from some fanfiction i was reading when i was bored. fanfiction dot net is where i go to get fanfiction. yeps.
IHAVEABORINGLIFE. BAH. AND SARAH, IT'S REAL ANNOYING TO WRITE IN CAPS ALL THE TIME. =) AHAHA. SAVEMEFROMTHISBOREDOM. -screams in agony-

liew...i just wanna get my own com man...daddy's like SCREAMING at me just because me tam and vic stored pics in the com. plus video clips and other downloads. what's the matter? -FUMES- like, i dun understand why he 's like, so angered abt it? says it's taking up memory space. like.. i dunno... i just don't understand anymore. expects me to live out on a diskette and cdr, hello, computers are all the world's leaning on today. know what's the meaning of ADVANCE? and don't give me excuses like so-and-so, cos they live in a -no offence- recluse. they are like, how to use computer arh? like i can teach them and all, but seriously, the world's advancing and changing. i will just lose my cool if i teach them. erg... think i shall go into internet theraphy...go design another template...

heya all, seems long a time since i blogged. aha, well, i was awiting for you all to comment. -glares- oh well, you all dint and so i'm left to talk to myself. hmph. lalala. listening to Eric Clapton now. his different genres of guitar playing, some country and ballad andd real nice. =) am going for guitar classes in school. fun. =) though it's a pity that the drums weren't included. oh well. trying to complete my art and health assignments. chanced upon this as i was searching for artworks of certain artists in australia. kisses real meaningful article, like, a kiss means so much.