been neglecting this poor site...heh...well heya again ppl...it's been exactly one week after that previous entry...=)...alot has happenned through the week and i've had loads of assessments to do and dint have time to update this...=) well i'm back and i've got loads of things to say...

i do know that 2003's O Level results came out on friday, some good some bad =)...well no matter what...have the simple faith of a child and believe in Him...if u dint go to ur expectations as some of us i know have...dun blame urselves...treat it like...God wanting you to go another path...remember always that God's ways are not our ways...His thoughts are infinite...[Isaiah 55:8-9] and His thought toward you is that of a future and a hope [Jeremiah 29:11]... =) hope you'll be encouraged by this...

The Passion of The Christ is showing now in cinemas here in sydney and i'm planning to go watch it...the movie tells of the last twelve hours of Christ's life...well i've asked Pastor whether this will be of a soun doctrine and all and he says that it's fine to go watch it and all...just that keep a discerning mind toward movies as such...man the wind here in sydney's getting so strong...just blew my bible from jeremiah to thessalonians...and my notes are flying everywhere...bleah...anyway...will be going later to play at evening service again...and see whether i'll start freaking out again...O_O...well Colossians 3:16, 23 are in my mind...

my dad just left for singapore...hope he brings a lot more goodies...wind's scary...blowing thru tt small crack in the door...howling...-eerie-...and i have some letters for some ppl...=)...he'll send to u personally...and my dad will be there next sunday worship...mhmm...do pass him anything u wanna send to us =) or me =)))...heh...darn...forgot to give my dad this photo...racked up...erms...i think Junior Camp '98/'99...not that sure...no dates...but i was just looking through it and i started bursting out laughing madly....seriously...what were some of u people thinking...fashion like that is totally not nice...ahaha...rofl...how much you all have changed =P...i see people who are still in church...and those who've sadly, left...the wind's freaking me out...-runs and hides under cover-...some people haven't changed...sawah's hair still as long as [a pontianak] ever... anthony's beeg somewhat retarded grin still there...cherie and her everjoyful face [though she had this bob hairstyle then which makes her look awfully chinese]...joel lee...hasn't changed a bit...deb had this shocked look in this photo...and her hair...as short as a guys and center-parted...andrea hasn't changed much too...just the hair...then was short bob...ame and her tied back hair with hairband...the name kind u know?...now ithink the hair band's replaced by clips right?...sam looking like a carbon copy of daniel then...wearing this red tee striped white white dark blue sleeves...i've seen that alot in all the old photos...is that ur fave tee last time??...ben q has grown up...ahaha...in this photo he looks a bit like nadia...his little sis...andrew dint have a mouthful of braces...ahaha...=P...yu siang looks the same...ahaha....eunice is wearing that shirt...i remember!!...ahahaa...dark blue striped horizontally white...u still have it right?...edlyn looks the same...lori too...man...short hair then...looks like a guy...rachel balota looking like a guy too...cropped hair...and mike, andrew and cedric had center-parted hair!!!....goodness...and cedric..._{you look seriously short}...ahahaa...rofl....then there were those pl girls i knew came...jacelyn and that girl...i'm not too sure who's that...but i remember her face...hmmm...

anyway...gotta go to church already...=)...ciao ppl... =)

feeling distant...sigh...anyway...tmr's pancake tuesday...i gotta make pancakes to bring to sch...mhmm...


"Asthenia" blink 182

Last night it came as a picture
With a good reason, a warning sign
This place is void of all passion
If you can imagine it's easy if you try
Believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
This time where are you Houston
Is somebody out there will somebody listen

Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
I hope I won't forget you

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
This time I don't want to
Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
I hope I won't forget you

Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
This time I don't want to
Should I go back should I go back should I
I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
I hope I won't forget you

heya all =)...been a long week...sorry i haven't been updating this blog of mine -neglected- ...anyway, this week during catholic studies [a compulsary subject in my school]...i was faced with some rather awkard situation...u see, i was made to study The First Vatican Council in tt subject and the council was teaching about the Pope being the 'True Successor" of St. Peter and all that the Pope preaches is true...what heresy...n ironically the lesson before this was about heresy...wad utter nonsense...bah...anyway, i've just emailed to pastor n he's answered me, n i'm just gonna pray that there wouldn't be more of these kinda subjects in the book...

today...well...church was good and all =)...n i decided to go try out for the music ministry meetings @ 4.30pm tt day...so after attending Tate's [this little boy, son of one of the family friends here] birthday party in this real nice park under that majestic menai bridge, i dunno wad the name of the bridge is exactly...n i must really bring those tt are gonna come here to visit me [hinthint] for a picnic @ tt park...=) -grin-...so i went to church...was the first one there and Michael, the music group co-ordinator, looked through my old choir scores =)...n he was like saying that it's been a long time since he saw music like that, choir music...and he gave me one music score called Benediction...n he asked if i could play it...so i cooped myself up in the opposite hall n tried the piece on the piano...the hall opposite the main santuary has two levels, n a piano on each level...so i tried the first level one first...heez...did i get an earful...when i play the chords with the pedal...it sounded fine...then i released the pedal n the keys...n the note played on...=|...eerie...and i checked the chords in the piece n it was out of tune on a few notes...close the piano up n tried the top level piano..so much better but the chair was made of three pieces of wood...one plank for ur butt n two others holding the plank up...=|...had to carefully sit on it...heez...i know i'm fat larh...then my heels made this irritating sound whenever i pushed down on the pedal...played without my heels after that...then one hour later...i thik i got the piece right...mhmm... =)...n Michael told me to play it for benediction during service later... O_O -sweatrdrops-...well i did play in the end n erms well...half the song was in silence...heheh...thankfully i have Emily on the violin n Debbie on the clarinet to cover up for me...=) n thankfully the congregation was supportive of me too =)...thank God for such a good first day in music ministry...i gotta practice well...playing three songs for evening service next week n the week after...Michael isn't gonna be there to help me...he's going to be out...n i have the whole service to play to...-faints-....

i'm gonna have to practise loads...=) ciao ppl...

The Father's Love Letter

just brings new meaning to a valentine's love letter...heh...

-sniff- i'm at home today...dint manage to go to sch...coughing was still there n the sneezing too...so dint wanna go spread arnd the germs...yeps...dint manage to eat dinner last night...lost my appetite...-blows nose-...anyway ppl...=) will update more another day =)

heya =)...glad some of u ppl liked the background that i slogged over the past week...=) see if u ppl can spot urself up there on the mural of memories...ahaha...hmm...today's been rather like a sick day of sorts...tamm had migrane in the morning n had to be sent home at the beginning of the day...lucky her...anyways...i've been having this sore throat since saturday evening n it was still persisting today so i was like coughing thru my day today...should have stayed @ home...came home n my mom made me drink down some herbal concoction she brewed n gulp down some bitter cough medicine tt auntie kat gave me...n then my running nose came...at first it was kinda manageble...i was still coping with doing my hmk in between sneezes n clearing of my nose...then it got worse...i was pausing between my playstation game [after hmk, see i'm so guai =P] to blow my nose like real hard...n i eventually used up a whole box of tissues...sheesh...anyhooz...ive just down another clarityne n i'm hoping i'll be able to not go to school tmr...heheh...i dun wanna see that mr morris face...eergs...but anyhow...i'll still go if i'm well n all...=)...
btw, i've put 'Joos" as my jersey nickname on the back of my shirt...ahaha...my family would know why =)...

the blog's okay i guess =P...it still has much flaws anyway...hmm...gonna go out later with tiff sally n others...gonna go buy some prezzie for shirley...her b'day's on the 20th of febuary...yepsyeps...went out with the church youth group yest to play tennis...boy am i lousy...can't get a decent whack of the ball...sheesh...but @ least i an serve the ball...anyway...i've got a job!...yays!...=) gonna work for pixifotos from wednesday to thursday...then i'm maybe trying out the miranda library or the caringbah library...got thru to tt rosemary lady...she's soooo hard to get...works from 9am-1pm on weekdays only....so tt leaves me only lunch n recess on schooldays to get hold of her...but all tt hardwork n persistance finally paid off...i got thru to her!!...-jumps n dances around the room-...-grinnz-...=D...so i made my way to miranda library since the school bus passes there after school...n i'm awaiting rosemary's reply on monday! =)...happyhappyhappy...-hic-...heez...my hiccups are here...ahaha...probably from all those laughing...anyway...i'm gonna go n get a cup of -hic- water to get this hiccups-hic- down n go get ready for -hic- later...ciao ppl -smile- -hic-...awww...i hate hiccups -hic-...hrmpf...

my blog is still under construction!! =D...glad it came along well...yeps...tho i need to go settle the tables...it's kinda weird...anyway...-grinn-...my week has been good...yeps...lalala...i need to go get a shower...sticky...yucks...been so hot these past few days...ppl have been bringing frozen water bottles to sch n drinking cold water...oh yeah...happy birthday to Jacqui...=)15 years old!...-grinn-...to all who on't really noe...Jacqui's me friend in OLMC...yeps...anyhoos...ppl...i reallly reallly miss all of you back home in singapore!!! =(...but i shall not let this get me down...=) been trying to find meself a job for work experience week...been sourcing arnd for dog attendants in pet shops n dog kennels...but i think my eye irritation will get in the way...sigh...-ticks off dog attendant job on list-...next up is a librarian...hmm...gotta call tt rosemary lady @ the sutherland shire library council...from 9 to 1...problem is tt i'm having sch then...oh welll...try during lunch or recess...yepsyeps...might be working @ miranda library or caringbah...there's still a bit of hope...mhmm...then there's the photographer...get to be a voyeur...heheh...-i can see sam andrea n deb rolling their eyes-...well not literally but i know...yeps i know...ahaha...mmm...i can work @ pixifotos, portrait place or starshots...all located @ miranda fair...so tt'll be easy for me...n pixifotos have said they do work experience...so all i have to do is hand over the application form...mhmm...pixifotos specialises in kiddy photos...tt'll be a challenge handling all those kiddies n trying to get their attention to the camera...portrait place is also under the same management...but they specialise in family portraits n others...starshots is another photog place...they specialise in making one ugly[n i mean sometimes REAL U.G.L.Y.] person into some movie star in one photo...yeps...so i gotta go decide n see...=)...anyway ppl...comment on the new blog design kiez?...ciao...

it's one of those nostalgic periods again...or maybe it's just the hormones working...heez...

i'm really in need of home now...sigh...n i mean home as in singapore, friends back home...thankfully it's one of those teary think backs...sigh...hmm...i'm gonna make another blogskin for my blog again!...ahaha...but this time...i'm doing it myself...from scratch...notepad n all...

sheesh...i shuldn't watch hot house...sigh...-switches off telly-...bah...i shall go make myself scarce...

larlarlar...ppl...i realised tt u might have to look thru my archives...cos i've said so much thru the week...lalala...i'm BORED...gotta go start on my visual diary hmk tmr...last day...n i'm still @ a loss @ wad to do...got no inspiration or ideas...someone help me!!....i need a muse in my life...