kiez...a new day a new beginning...=)...

to dumbass...i just really...don't know where n what to say to you...=)...but just let you know...u'll always be loved...my friend...=)...all the things we've done together n all...i'll remember it for sure...it would be painful n hard to just throw it away just like that...i'll just fall into depression if that ever happens...mhmm...ahaha...so yeah...go on with your own life...n i'll go on with mine...n yeah, sorry abt last night...was kinda pissed n all @ u...n i wasn't being understanding...n i was sadly, out of my usual sensible self, spewing out all those vulgarities...=P oops...sorry...anyway...love ya still...=)

found the box tt i'll be designing...been saying tt i'll do it since moving into cashew...=|...procrastination...anyway...did the beginning stuff...painting it all white first...cutting out the pics tt i want to put on it...yeps...n a few more coats of white...so on...been getting used to wearing contacts...dun like having to put on specs everyday...n tt stupid contraption just keeps on getting on my nerves everyday...sliding down my nose...getting fogged up or dirty by steam or dirt...n i keep on forgetting to wear it...cos i still can see without any aid...n when i try seeing stuff afar...i then realise tt i haven't got my specs on...-sigh-...nothing's interesting now...-sigh-...went for a movie yest with tiffany n sally[tiff's classmate]...sally's damn tall lorh...n to top it all...she's thin n model-worthy...arg...i'm so not getting used to the lifestyle here...i couldn't understand sally most of the time tt she was talking to tiff...or when @ times she tried to speak to me...i would have to ask her to repeat herself cos i couldn't catch wad she was saying...-sigh-...oh well...another day...another try...ciaoz ppl...=)