hmm...guess i'm really growing up...yeah...yest entry was really a thinking aloud kinda thing...abt our relationship...n how it was confusing n hard to mantain...guess i'll just have to mature n grow up...talked to him...n yeah...=)...we're just gonna be friends...to let me n him time alone n to better let me cope with life here in sydney...n he too needs the time alone to concentrate on his final year in school n then ns...=)mhmm...so yeah...i'm gonna go surfer hunk watching...=D...ahaha...kidding...n when i grow up...n i come back home...=)...we'll see...yeah...we'll see...

n i think i need to curb those eyes of mine from crying at a whim...sheesh...talk abt being a softie...n i think i've got a cold...*blows nose*...

oh yarh...to all who've got my address in the christmas cards i sent out...u need to add 'MIRANDA' in front of the post code...cos it seems northridge has a warumbui ave too...so yep...i've got the address on the left side for ur convience...mhmm...=)...

thanks for caring for me thru the time i was with you...=)...thank you...thank you too for ur love...never ever felt that way before...so thank you again...=)...to my dear kor...