heya ppl...haven't updated much yeps...haven't had a loooooooong blog in a looooooooooooooong time...okay...ahaha...tt was lame...=P...aniwaez...hmm where du i start...sch...was fun!...n scary too...ahaha...it's just a matter of getting used to the sch system n stuff...as said by many arnd me...mhmm...oh well...

woke up first day of sch...dint wake up immediately tho...took me quite some time...hehe...ppl who have either lived with me for a few months or a week or so shuld noe me...when i'm not in a schedule or such...lalala...aint everyone like tt?...so still thinking it's like holidayholiday woohoo...i slept till my stupid fone played tt annoying happy tree friends ringtone...i literally jolted from bed...ahaha...then it took my a few more times of snooze to wake me up again...i need sleep...went to sch...tiff was walking into sch...n everyone greets everyone morning or hii...n stuff like tt...real friendly...n some took notice of the new girl with tiff...ahaha...=)...n it's real noisy in sch b4 assembly...everyine's just running abt everywhere...n then there's class admin...where we go to our homerooms...sorta like main class meeting place...yeah...i'm in class 10-5 n my homeroom's the library...we do rollcall n announcements n such...mhmm...then when the bell rings...first period commences n we have to leave for our first class...n the thing abt classes here...u walk arnd the whole sch...so it's sorta like university campus...mhmm...but cos they wanted something to welcome the new yr back n the yr7s...we had a mini concert...choir sang...n had a prayer for the yr...n off to first period...n being a new enrolment...i dint noe my way arnd sch!!...ahaha...till my year co-ordinator, mrs boss aw me like lost arnd sch...ahaha...she den directed me to my classroom...n my class was geog with mr morris...bleurgh...tt guy has a serious problem...i dunno wad it is or wedgie up his butt...-shrugs- who noes...but first thing...i went to the class door...n tried twisting it n locked...can't be right?...class is in therer n all...so i started waving like a lunatic ouside the class window!...sheesh...talk abt a great first period...so he let me in...n me explained tt i dint noe my way arnd the area...sheesh...he's scary...yech...aniwae...other than tt class...i was okay the rest of the day...the y said tt we're going swimming the next day!....how farn...till i found out from tiff tt they dun have showerooms for u to bathe after sch...=|...YUCKS...aniwae...went on with classes...n caught a bus home...=) great day in total...n guess wad was the song stuck in my head the whole time after sch?...Thank You Lord...n i csan play it piano!!...ahaha...was trying out today on the piano...=)

today...went to sch...went to homeroom again...announcements rollcall...blahblah...first period...2nd...then recess...third period-music...music was fun!! tho the syllabus kindascared for a while...i have to perform a piece of music to my music tcher mrs colby for assessment grades!...n there's a criteria to achieved n tt is to play a piece of music tt has the theme of australian art music...n i was like...huh?...wad's tt?...weird...n she later explained much n i was like okay...sounded not too bad...i can actually play like maybe a piano piece of Savage Garden's I Knew I'd Loved You Before I Met You cos savage garden's from australia...ahaha...n i got to try out composing my own program music...a piece of music tt tells a feeling or a story...how fun is tt?...fourth-maths...lunch...fifth-english...sixth-pe...so we had swimming today...man...my stamina's low...ahaha...muscles were aching after tt less than 50 minutes workout...heez...gotta go hit the pool more oft...but i got a good workout aniwae n i got to revise my strokes again...yeps...n i couldn't walk straight after lesson...ahaha...muscles were like jelly...n u shuld have seen how i got outta the pool...hands bracing the edge n pulling my self up...the half way thru stick my leg out on the side n climb up to the side n just laid there for a while...till i realised i was like panting n lying in a pool of water...ahahaa...kinda funny sight to have seen...=P...aniwae...got home n flipped thru VIP n was like playing on the piano...think my sisters got a bit irritated by it...esp victoria...dunno...hmm...n then i brought the hymnal up to where tam was in the room n started singing crazy renditions of the songs in there...ahaha...as in tfast upbeat tempos n such...=D...oh well...wanted to share with you this song heere...=)

VIP 138 You Gave Me Love [ i think we sang this once..yeps...just tt it's a real long time ago?...yeah...n it's realreal nice...=)]

you gave me time
when no one gave me time of day.
you looked deep inside
while the rest of the world looked away
you smiled at me
when there were just frowns everywhere,
you gave me love
when nobody gave me a prayer

that's why i call you saviour
that's why i call you friend
you touched my heart
you touched my soul
and helped me start all over again.
that's why i love you Jesus
that's why i'll always care
you gave me love
when nobody gave me a prayer.

love this song...so great to know tt He still cares...so much for me...so i dun really care much abt wad the world thinks...i'm gonna keep clinging to my Father...

my first day...before sch...

ahaha....aniwae ...enjoy ppl...=)...i look damn fat in tt sch uni of mine...sheesh...

got a new layout...ppl were complaining abt the font being too small...sheesh...oh well...here's another one...kamui...=)...

my home in sydney=)

hey ppl...just realised tt i actually have v 12 of love hina...but the thing is...i dun have it with me!!...think i loaned it to someone in sch...yeps...n seeweng!! mail me my david tao cd!!! i miss my david tao cd...ahaha...nvm...take ur time to mail it here kiez?...been busy these few days...granny n gogo doris n uncle ronnie came...=D...so darn happy....gran promised she'll cook up a feast when she's here...n she has for the past few days!!...learnt alotta stuff from her...peng kueh, chap chai sweet n sour fish n her special char siew...she makes the sauce with her own recipe!!....ahhaha...tmr will be wa ku kueh or fatt gao for breakfast...eat it with brown sugar or plain if u like...=) really enjoy cooking with her...ahah...well other than learning how to make stuff to stuff ur face with...not tt i dun enjoy it...ahhaa...been taking granny n gogo n uncle ronnie arnd to sightsee n shop...brought them to paddys market @ haymarket today...great place to go if u wanna source out all the cheap no brand stuff tt works...ahaha...did topo again...=P...dint get lost @ all...gonna go to the sydney harbour bridge i think...let granny go sightseeing...one funny sight i chancced upon yest was daddy playing Tarzan on playstation n mummy n uncle ronnie sitting @ the couch n acting like we do when we play playstation...like when daddy hits the wrong button n loses some of his life...uncle ronnie actually goes like u should have gone to the right!!...only diff is the use of teochew or csantonese @ times...ahaha...n mummy sometimes shouts when tarzan dies...ahaha...weird
n i was there in the kitchen peeling peanuts...n like...weird...ahaha...peanuts were for the mua chee gran's gonna teach me tmr night...mhmm...n she says if u wanna make real good tasting mua chee...gotta have shallot oil...mhmm...dip the mua chee into shallot oil before coating it with the crushed peanuts n sesame seeds...yups yups...loads more stuff from her...great advice from the grand master...ahahah...in this case...my dear old granny...=)...aniwae ppl...ciaoz...video conferencing with my godma n grace n jo...

oh yarh...btw...need someone to help me get my comics...seems sydney aren't manga readers [sadly]...so here's the list:

+ X i have vol 1-8, there's still more to go so yeah.

+ Love Hina i have vol 1-11, there's also still more to go so mhmm.

+ Saiyuki Reload i have vol1-2, there's obviously still more to go so another few more.

fwee...love my mangas -hugs manga's tightly- wanted to buy .hack but i guess another time...oh yarh...to tt someone who's gonna buy my mangas...go to Popular bookstores...yups...use tt student discount thingy...the card...so another criteria tt someone must have is a popular student discount card...n i'll pay tt someone!! yeps...money order or thru my parents...ahaha...gotta see how it works lar...but yeps...

dumdeedum...been quite a while since i blogged...=D...love reading ur comments ppl...shows me some form of civilisation actually reads my stuff...ahaha...erms...CNY...it's veryvery different here in sydney aussie...so much more...anti-climax...but i got to do other stuff tt i dint exactly dare to do back home in sg...like play dress up...ahaha...n manage to go to a reunion dinner in tt get up...ahaha...must go ask tiff bout the pics we took...then u'll understand...=)...been thinking of going downtown by myself...go explore a bit further than miranda fair only...n i can go work part time @ a coffee joint...learnt how to work a cappucino machine!...n the basic coffee machine too...=D...been dabbling with the webcam too...ahaha...do come online earlier...then u all can see me online!...=D...yeah!...aniwaez...gotta go sleep...ciao

kiez...a new day a new beginning...=)...

to dumbass...i just really...don't know where n what to say to you...=)...but just let you know...u'll always be loved...my friend...=)...all the things we've done together n all...i'll remember it for sure...it would be painful n hard to just throw it away just like that...i'll just fall into depression if that ever happens...mhmm...ahaha...so yeah...go on with your own life...n i'll go on with mine...n yeah, sorry abt last night...was kinda pissed n all @ u...n i wasn't being understanding...n i was sadly, out of my usual sensible self, spewing out all those vulgarities...=P oops...sorry...anyway...love ya still...=)

found the box tt i'll be designing...been saying tt i'll do it since moving into cashew...=|...procrastination...anyway...did the beginning stuff...painting it all white first...cutting out the pics tt i want to put on it...yeps...n a few more coats of white...so on...been getting used to wearing contacts...dun like having to put on specs everyday...n tt stupid contraption just keeps on getting on my nerves everyday...sliding down my nose...getting fogged up or dirty by steam or dirt...n i keep on forgetting to wear it...cos i still can see without any aid...n when i try seeing stuff afar...i then realise tt i haven't got my specs on...-sigh-...nothing's interesting now...-sigh-...went for a movie yest with tiffany n sally[tiff's classmate]...sally's damn tall lorh...n to top it all...she's thin n model-worthy...arg...i'm so not getting used to the lifestyle here...i couldn't understand sally most of the time tt she was talking to tiff...or when @ times she tried to speak to me...i would have to ask her to repeat herself cos i couldn't catch wad she was saying...-sigh-...oh well...another day...another try...ciaoz ppl...=)

So long my friend, don't say goodbye
Just give me one last kiss beneath this glowing sky.
We'll go walking through the park
And hang out in the rain.
Tell a joke and watch me smile
As we drink away the day.

And know the next time that you
Make a wish upon a star
I'll be wishing on the same one that you do
And every night i'm all alone
In some burn out highway town
I'll be thinking of the day that i met you.

Hello again, it's been to long.
What happened to our love
Since the last time i was gone?

I detach myself again
And lose something everytime.
The solutions in the problem
Temporarily alright.

And know the next time that you
Make a wish upon a star
That sometimes it might actually come true.
Our conversation can't consist of hello and goodbye
And the silence between saying i love you.
And sometimes i wonder 'bout that too.

Hello And Goodbye - Ataris


Today i'm missing something
In this small new england town.sydney suburb
Here's to you my best friend.
Just wanted to say that i miss
Having you around.

I'm staring at your picture
And dreaming that i could hold your hand.
We'd walk down to the ocean
And i would write your name in the sand.

They say sometimes you need some time apart
But i've got a bad case of broken heart.
And you're the only one who's got the cure.
And i can't live another day without seeing you smile.

2000 miles between us and i guess that i'm the one to blame.
Relationships and heartaches,
These two things are one and the same.

The radio plays a love song.
I smash my fist right through the dial.
Here's to the broken hearted.
A generation born in denial.

Bad Case of Broken Heart - Ataris


Maybe I'm not ready for this, and you know it.
Maybe I'm too scared to tell you what I'm really thinking
It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.

So I guess this is the ending or a beautiful mistake.
And if we both agree that we shouldn't be together why does it hurt so much?
I feel like I lost my closest friend.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy and completely lonely.

There I am standing all alone on Sydney Harbor Bridge.
And you know I would jump into the fucking ocean if it meant I was truly capable of being satisfied.
Will I ever be?
Did I just give up the best thing I ever had?

I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I hope you're happy and completely lonely.
I don't want to fall asleep alone, but do I want to wake up with you?
I'm only trying to be completely honest.

A Beautiful Mistake - Ataris


Won't you come over?
You know that you want to.
How does it feel to know
I still want you?

Why do we always seem,
To want what we can't have?
Lessons learned.
But then i listen to my heart,
And it says still run back for more.

I'm happy for you.
I'm sure that he really loves you.
But it breaks my heart,
To know i can't hold you.

It's just hard to think
I'll never get the chance
To say your mine.
But every time you hear this song
You'll know you've made a mark
On my heart and my mind.

Between You And Me - Ataris


I really wanna call you, but i know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but i dreamed of you last night.
I guess i'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, i won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.

You told me that you loved me, i started tearing down those walls.
I really started to trust you but you set me up to take the fall.
I guess i'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, i won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.

I guess that i'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that i'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you i want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else.

Broken Promise Ring - Ataris

christmas lunch 03

school RE-LOADED!!!

sentosa

church

youth conference 03

christmas concert DML n after all tt

sydney n the beach

hey ppl...enjoy the pics =)

got my own com in my own home liao!!...yays!..=D finally dun have to bother uncle thomas n auntie kat fer their com...mmm...well...the chat stuff isn't working...no matter wad i try...msn messenger icq n yahoo messenger...this cpu's wonky...mmm...uploaded piccies..will post them tmr...yeps...=)...aniwaez...gotta go sleep fer tmr's church...ciaoz ppl...

sigh...rain rain go away...i wanna go out n play...sigh....nuthin to blog...bye...

Femininity - Summer Magic [from Classic Disney]

You must walk feminine

Talk feminine

Smile and beguile feminine

Utilize your femininity

That's what every girl should know, if she wants to catch a beau


Dance feminine

Glance feminine

Act shy and sigh feminine

Compliment his masculinity

That's what every girl should know, if she wants to catch a beau


Let him do the talking

Men adore good listeners

Laugh, but not too loudly (Haha)

If he should choose to tell a joke

Be radiant, but delicate

Memorize the rules of etiquette

Be demure, sweet and pure

Hide the real you


You must look feminine

Dress feminine

You're at your best feminine

Emphasize your femininity

That's what every girl should know

Femininity, femininity

That's the way to catch a beau


mahahah...found these lyrics...n i can say tt i'm not exactly all tt feminine...sadly...ahhaha...the IJ convents shuld like play this song every morning as an anthem too...wahaha...but i doubt tt will change anyone's bad habits tho...all tt sitting like men n all...etiquette training...-luffs madly-...training us to eat properly with wad spoon knife fork wad ever...ahahah

first time i'm seeing it rain in sydney...last time i saw it rain in aussie @ all was in perth...we were trying to make our way into some wooden cottage in the middle of some giant tree forest...the trees were humongous! [dun think it's the correct spelling]...yeah...then we were driving on some secluded road into the forest n we got to chop wood for the brazier!...funfun...yeah...rain rain...hmm...it's cold...but it's gonna be even colder in winter...sigh...rain just makes me feel like a little girl again...nostalgic...just plain weird...n i just stare @ the windows...blurred by the rain pelting down on it...yeah...n i just sit there, stare n think back on all the bad things i've done n sigh...n when the rain has passed...it feels like the rain has washed all my cares away...mhmm...=)...n i feel all better...yep...so rain on me...ahaha...ashanti...

lalala...today's tuesday...went to the post office to post letters...ate lunch @ the food court in miranda fair...yearning to get some cash to buy stuff from Surf, Dive n Ski or Shady Haze...-sigh-...aniwae...gran, gogo & uncle ronnie's coming over for the Chinese New Year...gran's gonna cook for us!!!! FINALLY...some home food...=)...love gran so much...aniwae...ciaoz fer now...

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Nessa Telrúnya

fwee...sounds nice =D...



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Ruby Gamgee-Took of Bywater

errrr...o-kae...=|...ahaha...



sunday sunday...=)...went to church...Caringbah Presbytarian Church...was friendly n all...enjoyed my time there...hmmz...was a quaint little church...the student minister was really nice to us...n other ppl too!...=) really thank God for giving us a church like tt...the student minister loaned us a mini fridge to see us thru n a church member gave us her homegrown cucumbers!...ahaha...=D...mhmm...on the way home we saw this plane writing thingys...n the plane was writing some message in the sky...some drivers were looking @ the message till they crashed into each other...thankfully we dint crash...

monday monday...=)...slept over @ my new place last night...was okay...I NEED MY THINGS FROM THE CONTAINER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH....usb cable, books...EVERYTHING....-sigh-...then i painted my wooden door stopper...but i need the USB CABLE to upload the pics i took of my door stopper n the many other things we painted [theo, marilyn, tammy vic n me]...bought some wooden christmas deco like thingy tt u hang ur christmas tree...yeah...u ppl are gonna have it for this year's christmas prezzie...=)...yeps...aha...okae...marilyn's being a nag by chasing me off n tammy too...ciaoz ppl...=D

hmm...guess i'm really growing up...yeah...yest entry was really a thinking aloud kinda thing...abt our relationship...n how it was confusing n hard to mantain...guess i'll just have to mature n grow up...talked to him...n yeah...=)...we're just gonna be friends...to let me n him time alone n to better let me cope with life here in sydney...n he too needs the time alone to concentrate on his final year in school n then ns...=)mhmm...so yeah...i'm gonna go surfer hunk watching...=D...ahaha...kidding...n when i grow up...n i come back home...=)...we'll see...yeah...we'll see...

n i think i need to curb those eyes of mine from crying at a whim...sheesh...talk abt being a softie...n i think i've got a cold...*blows nose*...

oh yarh...to all who've got my address in the christmas cards i sent out...u need to add 'MIRANDA' in front of the post code...cos it seems northridge has a warumbui ave too...so yep...i've got the address on the left side for ur convience...mhmm...=)...

thanks for caring for me thru the time i was with you...=)...thank you...thank you too for ur love...never ever felt that way before...so thank you again...=)...to my dear kor...

been evalutating myself...n thinking...mebe i'm just being so selfish...yeah...thinking of myself everyday n stuff...n tt my friendships are all so...weird n twisted...i really think so...yeah...esp the one wif me n black out...yeah...close friends yet not as foreign n unknown as ordinary friends...close but yet...mantaining this distance between ourselves...sososo confused...ahh...was contemplating this whilst i was in the shower...think so much till the water went from hot to cold...sigh...oh well...i've got other things to think abt...so thiss in the meantime will be ignored...mhmm...till i've got time to think abt this...again...gonna really pray abt this loads...n ask for His guidance...sigh...distractions all arnd me...the hustle n bustle of life...sometimes just is too much for me...tt i just stop walking so fast...stop there n then...n just stare into oblivion....

heya all...just found a rotting piece of thing choking up my backyard drain...yech...=P...cooked dinner today...spaghetti carbonara...n i think i need to put less parmesan cheese...man did it stink...bleah...but...cooking is something u have to learn from experience...yeps...so next time...cleaned up my house today...worked up a sweat mopping, vacumming n cleaning windows...i'm thinking how am i gonna do my room...

-=listening to Ashanti's Miss You

okae ppl...i've set the blogs up...in one day flat...=D...how nice of me horh...ahaha...aniwae...my blog's best viewed in medium font size...yeps...bigger than tt n u'll get an overlapping mess of words...mm...yeps...got my house keys...a new sim card...n yeps...my nose is peeling lyk mad...i'm gonna go choose my room now...so yeps...cyaz laters...=)

eh...so u want me to set the blog up anot?...i have alot of time to spare...so yeah...go on n bother abt ur studies n all...n this is a everyone blogs kinda thingy rite?...not just ss only rite?...mm...comment n tell me kiez...n ppl...the comment box's up there...Ctrl + A or remembered me or dreams...mebe i'll go bold it or sumthing...mhmm...
mummy's birthday todae...n i get to go into my new house...n i bought my summer uniform...it's not totally plain blue...it's blue stripped with white...so it's like blue pinstriped with white...white collar...n a red tie...white socks n black leather shoes...weird...heez...winter's nicer...but i'll post my pic up once we're done buying everything...mhmm...miss u all loads n loads...=)...gonna go to a restaurant to eat tonight...celecrate mummy's birthday...ciaoz ppl...

thanks to all who've expressed their concern towards me...=) went to the beach yest!...n got burnt a bit...near the butt area...ouch...n i'm getting blacker...dun think u'll all recognise me when i get back home...but i dun think i'll live up to the standards of andrew [indian boy] n zhi hui [blackie]...ahaha...those two are like...can change race liao...=D...n my nose is red...from the sun n rubbing it too much when i cry...still am cryin yeah...but hey...=) i'm smiling now...it's summer here but it duzzen feel like it...cold wind blows all around...i really look like a different person wif tt tan of mine...hmmz...=)...to all Theresians: keep me informed of laulau's antics kiez?...i still wanna larf at him...even tho i'm like in another continent...mahaha...evil...found a church here in sydney...but i didn't manage to go...cos i was having another crying session this morning...couldn't control my tears...yeah...okay...i must really stop my crying...or it'll really hinder me adapting here in sydney...heez...*blows nose hard*...



after all u've done the least that i can do is live my life, in every part, only to please my father's heart

-cries-...i look damn horrendous now...red eyes...but okae...*takes deep breath*

i'm now in Sydney Aussie...yeps...=)...thank God for His journey mercies...i'm still intact thank you very much...theodosius ng zk...tt's theo btw...=P...now SHOO!!!...

okae...theo's gone...yeah...=)

my dear dear cedric...please don't cry...cos other than making me cry...i'll hate myself for making u cry...yeah...i miss u loads...n really...words cannot describe my longing for u...yeah...=)...n i really trust the Lord will keep u safe in His arms...yeah...since i'm not there physically...=)...[i'm actually crying like mad behind this monitor]...as i've said before...i'll say it again...Cedric tay's no dumbass...there's always another tym...=)...and the Lord never leaves His children when they're hurt or heartbroken...'do not fear therefore; YOU are of more value than many sparrows'[matt 10:31]...i remember the time when u scolded me for being cold to the world n tt the Lord gave us Love not hatred...i remember the time when i knew tt tickling was ur weakness point...i remember the time when u accused me of farting [=Dahaha...lol...btw...he farted]...i remember the few times we went out n i really enjoyed myself loads...i remember us foolishly trying to run away from my parents n try to hide it [tho now it's all known to my parents...]...i remember crying till i hyperventilated after leaving julian's place cos i knew tt will be the last tym i may see you...i remember hugging u @ the airport n wishing i had said something @ least something to encourage u...i remember crying like shit on board the plane, regretting not saying anything meaningful to u dear n to the many others in church who had come n sent me off...i remember still crying myself to sleep last night...i remember the song on the CD Ruth burnt for me, one particular song...

Be Still
Be still, my soul. The Lord is your side.
Bear patiently, the cross of grief or pain.
Leave to Your God, to order and provide.
In every change, He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul. Your best, your heavenly friend.
Through thorny waves leads to a joyful end.

Be still, my soul. Your God will undertake
To guide the future, as he has the past.
Your hope, your confidence, let nothing shake.
All now mysterious shall be bright, at last.
Be still, my soul. The waves and winds still know.
His voice who ruled them, while he lived below

Be still, my soul,

Be still, my soul,

Be still.

may this song bring comfort to u dear...n to all who've cried wif me last night...to andrea[u'll be remembered thru all the bitching n crying together...] sam[i'll never forget you...FHM duzzen look nice wif red eyes heh...] deb[u made me cry first!...=)...will really miss u...n all the tyms u tompang car ride baq home...] ame&cheryln&tianchuang&weining&eunice&rachel&yuchern[may we continue in this faith dedicatedly...jiayou!this year Os leh...kanchiong liao...] benc&benq&banghao&yusiang&andrew[fellow trees in Christ...u too will be taking Os...so u too better jiayou too!!...except bang larh...he can still relax for one more year...] josh&shermt&anthony[this year will be a trying year for u...JC...but in all things...put God first...] zhihui&lori&kathy&man&ruth[thank you for talking to me...when i felt aloof in church @ tt tym...n trying to pester me into revealing stuff...esp zh...] edlyn&julian[edlyn:thank you for organizing the games day! julian:for letting ur house be wreaked by all of us] julian&andrew[tho i've never exactly spoken to u two real well...take care of cedric for me...=)...tt silly goon of mine can sometimes make me so damn worried...n i'm not there in sg...yeah...=)] rachael&ruth&cherie&ivy&justina&jiaqi[thanks for ur constant notes of encouragement n to ruth...thank you very much for the CD...]

did i miss anyone out?...tell me in my comment box above...=)...ciaoz ppl...

leaving singapore in bout 3 hours 55 minutes...-takes a deep breath-...emotions are unstable...sigh...aniwae..yeah.....

heya all...this is D-Day...heez...okae...i'm leaving for sydney tonight...yeps...thanks to all who have expressed their care n concern towards me n given me encouragement to cheer me on my way...=)...mhmm...now @ joel's place...gonna sleep then off to julian's place...for games day...yeps...i'm really gonna miss alotalotalot of ppl here in sg...visit me when u do come over kiez?...n hug me silly...think i'm gonna start crying till i faint tonight...half the church will be coming to send us off...thankyou so veryvery much...n to u...i'll really miss u loads n loads...tho i really hope u keep on trusting him...n whether u find someone else...=)...i'll still trust Him...for if it's His will for me to leave u n all...i'll take it...yeah...=)...*muacks*...love ya loads still...okae...they're all downstairs...better go down n see...ciaoz ppl...love ya all loads n loads!!