hmmm...-playing wif the keys-...gonna go to esplanade later...deb's performing tonight...mhmm...*yawns*...ciaoz ppl...=) *kiss*

heya all...been a long tym since i blogged...reason being 1 i carnt find a com to blog on 2 i've been engrossed in christmas n loving it...hmmz...to soph: =)...oh well...

christmas this year...was even more meaningful to me...=) yeps...all thanks to my horrible friends...ahaha...jjk...they are sooo bad @ keeping secrets man...spoil all the farn...=D...but i love them still...recieved this floppy dog from the sec 3 guys... n i just love hugging it...it's just so huggable...=D...but someone's even more huggable -smiles-....mmm...sam gave me this bar of dark choc which is sososo nice n yummy...i'm just afraid i carnt stop myself frm munching on it everyday...then get fat...=P...andrea yu chern n rachel all gave me glass pendants on necklaces...mhmm...add to my already overspilling box of accesories...plus earrings from deb tt sam calls icicles n a bracelet from sam...-thinks-...man zh lori ruth n kathy bought for me this blue thai tie pants...=D...love it...but i gotta pin the hem up...kinda long for my short legs...blearh...hate having short legs...loads of cards were recieved this year...all written to encourage me on n i would like to say a BEEG THANK YOU to all who wrote to me...=)...




*muacks* love ya loads...

lalala...none of u all have commented!!...*sad*...

oh yeah...haloscan's on top...no comments read Ctrl+A(0)...one comment reads (1) remembered me...n many more comments reads (no. of comments) dreamt... so yeah...comment!!...=)...

heya all...today it's sam's place...yups...boring leh...hmm...been wrapping presents n sending off cards...other than tt i'm sleeping eating watching telly[which is very boring] n repeat tt for dunno how many times...oh well...i'm just waiting for next week...=)...n sam's keyboard's very stiff...very, very stiff...erg...hmmz...=) lalala...ciaoz ppl...

heya ppl...now @ joel's place n blogging...yups...my home duzzen have a com a fridge a proper bed...aniwae...went for a movie marathon last night...@ andrea's place...watched movies...then slept there on the floor in the living room...slept beside tt bang hao n in the middle of the night...actually more of morning...4 am...n he was shivering from the coldness...i could feel him shivering lorh...sleeping wif him back to back...so i had to bring a quilt down frm andrea's room fer him...then i couldn't exactly sleep so i played wif my fone...realised tt sam was there shivering too so i asked him whether he was cold...n he was saying not cold...but a few minutes later...he woke up n walked to the attic...followed him n found him sitting just in front of the attic room where josh benq yu siang phoebe n eunice were larfing n talking real loud...so just sat there for a while...still a little dazed larh...then we went in n i took away their quilt...=D...then went down n tried finding for sam...found him in wesley's room sleeping...yeah...so i went down...6-ish am n i really went to sleep after tt...tilll 9 am...when everyone woke up...ben q walked home in the middle of the night...was sick so he needed to go home...yups...woke up everyone...sat in the living room till 10-ish am...then we walked to seletar macs for breakfast...n i tell u...sam can eat damn voraciously...char guo tiao frm the market, followed by hash brown then a mcpepper burger n mcwings...but guys can afford to eat...sigh...aniwae...me andrea sam n josh went baq to andrea's place to help clean up...mhmm...n i went home n slept till 6pm...then i woke up n came to joel's place...=)...okae...i'm gonna get ice cream...=P

sorry for neglecting you bloggie...aniwae...YOUTH CONFERENCE RAWKSS!!!=D...i really lyk singing 'yes i believe' now...it's really really challenging to live up to it tho...but 'i am determined, i will not be ashamed[or weary] to live so the whole world can see, that Yes, I Believe'...=)...consecrated myself to living wad i have said...=)...yups...aniwae...besides the compelling n enriching messages tt the pastors preached on...the youth con was really interesting...ahaha...erm...scandalous alright...mahaha...aniwae...shall not delve into it...wanna type out the lyrics of yes i believe to encourage the weary...

Yes, I Believe

When i said that i would follow, it was with an honest heart.
But i didn't fully understand the cost.
Cause there are saints throughout the ages, and there are those today.
Who show us what it really means, to carry the cross.
But that only fuels my devotion, no matter what comes i will say.

Yes, i believe, i believe with all that is in me.
Yes i believe though the world rises up against me.
I will be faithful to the choice i have made.
I am determined, i will not be ashamed.
to live so the whole world can see.
that Yes, I Believe =)

There will never be a reason, to lose this confidance
For i have found where my assurance lies
it is not in my own power, but in who my Saviour is
And the truth of this conviction, makes me shout to the sky!!

Yes i believe, i believe, with all that is in me.
yes i believe though the world rises up against me.
i will be faithful to the choice i have made
i am determined, i will not be ashamed,
to live so the whole world can see.
yes i believe.

Yes i believe, He is risen
Yes i believe, We are forgiven
Yes i believe, i believe, and one day we'll see Him.
And together we'll say!

YES, I BELIEVE, i bellieve, with all that is in me
yes i believe, though the world rises up against me.
i will be faithful to the choice i have made
i am determined, i will not be ashamed.
to live so the whole world can see.
i believe

i believe, with all that is in me.
yes i believe though the world rises up against me.
i will be faithful to the choice i have made
i am determined i will not be ashamed.
Yes I believe, I Believe. =)

i have purposed in my heart to put Him into perspective. to let Him into every part of my life...which is difficult cos as humans...we are not used to people knowing everything we are...so i am determined to let him...n am also challenged to love Him even more n to not disappoint Him anymore by reading His word more n talking to Him more...n shunning the worldly things as much as i can...=)...so pray that i'll be ale to fufill this promise i made with Him...

lori treated us to max brenner's choco bar @ he esplanade today...n i really am thankful for the friends who encouraged me todae...namely lori man zhee hwee michelle mike ben jon andrew edlyn jia qi sam josh shermt benq benc ame andrea deb phoebe cheng lionel...=) i really thank God for friends lyk them...aniwae...i'm gonna concentrate on my dinner...ciaoz ppl...=)

As if you were born into a world of tears, you
always tend to look at the darker things in
life. Inside you crave attention yet push away
society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn
to things like the occult and mysteries, you
spend your time daydreaming of


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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V6 playing now...n my fingernails are short n stubby again...cut it after the nail polish started peeling n i got bored of long nails...tried cleaning the house todae...mhmm...now i noe how annoying it is to have someone mess up after u have painstakingly cleaned up...-_-;;...did laundry after tt...n tossed the laundry into the dryer after tt...me suaku larh...until granny told me i could just pull the door open n the machine will stop n see if ur clothes are dry oreddy...i was lyk waiting 2 hours n more till the machine dried the clothes...man...=P...aniwae...in the mean time while suaku-ly waiting for the dryer to finish...i wrote all my christmas cards finish...=D...so wait fer the mail to come!...=)...aniwaez...i can't wait fer tmr!...=D...pre camp special tmr!...then sunday's conference!!...yay!!!...okae...i'm grinning lyk a stupid idiot @ the com screen...wai!!!...

i lyk V6's melanchonic Mail That Couldn't Be Sent [literal translation, word for word]...

ciaoz ppl..

two new things are in my life...one's is a himitsu...mhmm...can't breath a word abt it...=)...n those who noe...SHADDUP!!...=D...the other...tam bought me V6 seVen CD!!!! wai!!!...she says it's a belated b'dae/christmas prezzie...hmmz...wanted tt CD...but couldn't find cos it's lyk an older CD from V6...mhmm...wonder where she bought it frm...aniwae...cooked dinner todae!!...=D...japanese curry...but tt's easy...just fry the onions beef n potato till golden brown...add in water...dump in the curry cubes...then season to taste...while preparing the potato...was so grossed out...cut it into half then saw a 'blackened heart'...granny had to throw away one potato cos it was too blackened...the rest i had to cut out the blackened parts...*___shudders*...aniwae...ee-yer...aniwae...wanted to season after making the curry...then asked granny for some basil...n i went snopping arnd the spice cupboard...then she said tt i wunt find anitink there...n she just opened the kitchen window n plucked some plant's branches n shoved them under my nose...fresh basil!...ahaha...asked her wad other she had there behind tt kitchen window...she started naming common herbs lyk basil mint etc...n some weirdo ones [think they're some chinese herb or something]...aniwae...ciaoz ppl...]

The Trouble With Love Is
Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

Everytime I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You're losin' all control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

(The trouble with love is) Ooooh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)


mhmm...gran's cooking ish superb!!...chilli crab without the chilli =D...heeez...kinda weird rite?...=P...aniwae...trifle n apple crumble was a perfect way to end the dinner...i helped!...ahaha...but all credit goes to granny...=)...yups...char n jie jie charmaine came over...ah boy came too!!...heez...he's gonna stay fer a week in gran's place...=P...so yay!...i've got a companion @ home...=P...yeah...but i better wash wif loads of soap after handling him...scarely get puffy eyes n a runny nose...FYI:Ah boy's a hamster...=]...looney tunes back in action ish...medioocre...not impressive...can sleep while watching it...yeps...but there were it's redeeming tyms...mhmm...which i dun remember cos i've fergotten the movie oreddy...ahaha...nvm...V6's playing in my media player...kiez...gonna go off to watch charmed...ciaoz...=]

watching never been kissed while typing this...heez=P...hmmm...ppl have been expressing their concern for my previous entry...thanks guys=)...well...i've been troubled by tt for quite a while oreddy...just tt...it''s bottled inside of me...yeah...okae...wadeva...

on to happier stuff...my dad has got a house....just a few doors down frm tiffany's place...yups...flight's on 1st january @ 8pm...mom nearly wanted 31st december @ 12 midnight...man...if it was the latter...i'll cry even more...sheesh...this isn't even happy news...*___takes a giant breather*

kiez...i'm going off to really concentrate on telly...n mebe silently cry later...

Happy Birthday Charlene...=D...

@ gran's place for the week...rushed outta house...so i think i gotta go baq home to get my other stuff...mhmm...gonna start writing my other christmas card...yeah...boring boring...not writing the christmas cards...but being cooped up @ home...n not doing anything in particular...yeps....*yawn*...

am i that insignificant in front of u ppl?...aniwae...i have other frens to rely on...but it's sad...cos it's lyk...been 15 years...i've seem to known u ppl forever...but u all never seem to notice me...i'm scared tt u might not relate to me well or not @ all once i'm baq in sg...i think tt'll be the case...yeah...n although i've known u ppl forever...i dunno u ppl tt well...u keep secrets amongst yourselves without me...funny thing is tt i used to tell u ppl almost everything...until now...i'm lying to u ppl now...n i'm drifting away from u all...do u even realise tt?...

gonna write more cards...n later dabble wif the guitar...heez...ciaoz ppl

heya all...now tt i carnt get a com on hand tt easily...house's all empty...no com...no telly...it's boring @ home...yeah...aniwae...got left out again...n i still dun lyk it...heez...nvm...i've got other frens...no need to bother abt them...