i'm missing in this but hey!...we've got two enthu pointers, one of which is pointing the middle finger...=P...ahahha...n one pufferfish behind too!!=D



ee-yer...i so act cute in this...=Pbleah...aniwae...look where yining's staring @...=P



*huggies all arnd!!*...n seeweng trying to scare everyone baq there...=D...



Wonbi & Stick 4evaaaa...=D...ahaha[frm L to R]yingrui yining me winnie yasmin [wenping n seeweng sumwhere behind]



granny's real nortay aye?...ahaha...censored portion of the pic...=P...[frm L to R]yr's middle finga wenping yining seeweng winnie[looking very confused]



yo waddup dawg...ahaha....so act nigger=P...[frm L to R]seeweng winnie yining yasmin yingrui me...



ahaha...this was the one tt drew the most larfther...winnie was saying lyk...she n me[in da front] were acting lyk niggers...whilst wenping n yining are our bitches[behind us...yining wif the pink wig n wenping wif the crown]...n seeweng's the bald samurai-pimp...wahahhaa=D...



all of us act cutecute=P...ahaha....n yasmin's lamed out behind...



*blurcock look*...whilst seeweng's bowled over by a turd of pink shit...n wenping's gone sleeping...



all act dao here...while my face is covered wif barb wire...ouch...=P...



all blur again...except for winnie...ahaha...this was suppose to be dedicated to fufu...teresa yeo...our family dog/pig/cat...=P

weird feeling...i dunno...it's lyk i just time warped...=|...nvm...spent the day in class slacking...went out later wif ying rui seeweng yining wen ping winnie n yasmin...took so many stoopid n crazy neos...=D...had a great tym larfing over them...ahaha...we were lyk on the mrt train baq home n ppl were staring @ us seated on the floor n larfing lyk siao char bos...especially yasmin...larf the loudest...sheesh...=P...aniwae...wenping sho sweet to her dar...buy red rose fer him worh...=]...ahaha...will upload the pics later...waiting fer yr to scan finish...=]...

updated school album...

added new crap album...

heya all...rather bored to tears these few days in sch...it's lyk...no one's in class...either they're in the com lab doing their NE trails...or they're getting ready for the christmas pageant this fridae...or they're absent...=|...aniwaez...todae...hmmz...lost my name tag a looong tym ago...then the councillor kept on pestering me...end of yr oreddy larh lady...can let me off anot??...sheesh...then ms wong told us sec 3s n 2s to head to the hall fer another lengthy speech frm her...bleah...abt some internet maths programme during the hols...lyk hello...we wanna enjoy our hols u noe...u can start crapping @ us when we come baq after the hols...went baq to class...played monopoly frm 8 to 10...got bored...went down fer recess...came up to class again...played bluff...the rest taught me how to play blackjack 21...n they tried teaching me daidee...but sua ku me dunno how to...ahhaa...nvm...then we played a rousing game of heart attack...=P...an an's brand new cards are dirtied by us!!=D...gomen!...n there was this real smelly deck of cards we found in the class...eeeww...still managed to play wif it aniwae...=P...when mrs chua announced us to go down we dint...wahahha...stupid larh..aniwae...we went down aniwae...n i got called by leslie francis fer the obs briefing...while maria n her friends atayed in class playing monopoly...sch over...went fer lunch...boring day...yupsyups...n i have a boring life...=D...ciaoz

heya all...i'm in the sch com lab here...slacking...suppose to be doing the NE trail...but heck...i'm not innit...so why bother...=P...checking out tay ping hui in CJC @ JCGuide.org...fwee...

heya all...my mind's a bit woozy frm the medicine...but yeah...=)...dint go to sch todae becos of a few reasons...woke up late...had such a bad throat my voice came out in a barely audible croak...n had a bad tummy ache which resulted in frequent toilet excursions...wunder if this was due to yesterdae's game eh....hmmz...aniwae...got the doctor to check on me...im okae liao...=D...

todae...did some packing when the movers brought over the 60 cardboard boxes...felt a little farni to be packing...cos it's lyk...all my old memories...all gonna be in boxes n shipped over to australia b4 i go...aniwae...read thru some of my old books...especially my inspirational story books...lyk Stories For a Teen's Heart 1 & 2 n Taste Berries for Teens #3...so yeah...aniwaez...typed below are the quotes n poems i extracted frm those three books...wif a few adjustments frm me in either crossouts or italics

Of Greatness -- And Goof-ups!

A while ago
I was feeling lonely and lost
Living in a frenetic and inpersonal world
Never quite feeling like I belong.
Something was missing
But what could it be?
It couldn't be God, friends, boyfriend or family --
I had all that and more.

Then one day I figured it out.
The emptiness was inside; I was missing the full sense of me.
A self too narrowly defined,
Limiting -- because there are so many sides to me.
I have my share of tears and fears, even doubts and insecurities.
I'm capable of greatness -- and goof-ups, too.
I'm a princess wishing for a big stone castle,
I am an Olympic champion, with silver bronze and gold;
I am a daughther, sister, cousin, student and friend.
I've claimed all once missing parts of me.


Great Inspiration

Sometimes I wonder
What it's like to be you
To bring so much joy
The way that you do.

To make people smile
Day after day,
To speak kind words of wisdom
Others trust you to say.

When someone's upset
In a funk, or a pout,
You soothe and you comfort
They no longer worry or doubt.

You're a great personality
You have your own style,
It's real and it's genuine --
What an awesome profile.

You never give up
You always suceed,
You do not follow
You have your own lead.

It's amazing to think
How many lives you've touched --
And mine is one of them!
Thank you so much!

You're a great inspiration
And a person who's kind,
A friend like you
Is a really good find.


The Way It Is

Friends...

Laughing
Talking
Sharing

Blaming
Shouting
Crying

Explaining
Apologizing
Giggling

Laughing
Talking
Sharing

Blaming
Shouting
Crying

Explaning
Apologizing
Giggling

Laughing
Talking
Sharing

Friends. It's just the way it is.


Twelve12 ways to say 'I Love You'

Eu amo-te = Portuguese
Tha gradh agam ort = Gaelic
Te amo = Spanish
Wo ai ni = Chinese
Jeg elsker deg = Norwegian
Je t'aime = French
Ko cham Cie = Polish
Ik hou van jou = Dutch
Ich liebe dich = German[is this correct char?]
Jag alsk ar dig = Swedish
I love you = English
Ti amo = Italian


Anchor to My Heart

Thank you...
For standing by me through thick and thin
For not giving up on me even when I didn't win
For your patience when I kept pushing you away
For caring even when I said I didn't need you anyway!

I'm grateful knowing...
I can count on your strength
Ask for support, and know you'll go to any length
When I lose my way, you'll help me get back on track
When in pain, your comfort soothes and brings me back.

I'm lucky because...
When I am sad, you gave me faith and hope
When I am confused, you taught me how to cope
When I felt I couldn't go on, you carried me long miles
When I didn't believe, you restored my smiles.

Mom And Dad[& a few other good friends=)], Thank you...
For the guidance and faith you've shown
For giving me a safe place where I have grown
For showing me how to strive
Because of your love, I will survive -- and thrive.


Child of the Lost

Sometimes I feel like a child of the lost
With nowhere to go
No one to run to
A dark little angel with a very dark past.

Everywhere I turn
It seems like a stranger in the dark shadows
Engulfs me
Follows me
Haunts me.
No relief
No end in sight
From this painful stress-filled life.

Memory haunting memory
Of that troubled child inside
Wishing for:
A shoulder to lean on
A safe sure hand to hold
A loving heart to talk with
A trusting soul in whom to confide
A someone to lead me
Out of the darkness
And into the sunshine.

Where is that someone?
I'm searching
And I know you are there
My heart tells me so
Everybody cares
About everyone
Most especially
Those who feel
Like a child of the lost.


Nine Words

Never forget the nine most important words of any family --
I love you.
You are beautiful.
Please forgive me.


Safe Landing

Shoot for the moon.
Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.


Live!

Live. Love and cherish life.
Make friends, memories and plans.
Your life is about you, but life is not about you.
Fall in love.
Love the fall and winter and spring and summer.
Ski, skate, sing, and dance.
Smell the rain and the chocolate chip cookies.[yum!]
Take all the time you need, but don't waste it.
Catch the big one with your dad.
Go on that trip with your mom.
Love children, for you were once one. [andrea...=P]
Learn from your elders, and one day you'll have their wisdom.
Seek the truth. Find it in yourself, others, and the God of you faith.
Be patient and gentle.
Most of all, truly live.


okae...my fingers are aching frm all tt typing...=P...but i du have a few more...so mebe i'll type them out tmr...

heyz all...sundae...couldn't exactly wake up this morning...=P...was lyk sit up in bed...plonk down again...[repeat X3-4 tyms]...ahaha...cos i stayed up late last night talking to my marm...couldn't sleep cos i was thinking abt too many things till my mind was so active...had to let it all out...then i could sleep...aniwaez...after waking up fully...had another headache of choosing wad to wear...sighz...nvm...marm chose fer me=P...ahaha...sundae sch...carol was speaking...blah on...[actually in true fact...my mind's a blank rite now...=D]...service...pastor still had his bad throat...n was barely audible...they had to up the mike volume for him...aniwaez...thank god he can still give us the word...=)...pray for him kiez?...after lunch...was thinking of whether to get candles fer deb's still-a-secret-then cake...then andrea smartly asked deb whether she would lyk candles...=|...okae...so it's not a secret animore...yay!!...=D...chimes was okae...but it's real pressurising[spelling?] when u're playing wif the handbellers...kiez...but we went thru fine...without any screams or larfther...left for orchard, paragon after we packed up wif lyk 9 ppl...yups...after arriving @ paragon...ame had to leave!!...sho sad...aniwaez...she got to have her cake!=D.....then after they ordered lasagne[spelling?] spaghetti carbonara n chicken n pasa salad...n polished most of it...andrea sugested a number game...n i got to get 'zhong4' fer 4 disgusting tyms...bleah...then the last tym...i had to swallow down tabasco+garlic tabasco+pepper+salt+chilli flakes+cheese...ouch...good thing it was lyk...nort down my throat...it's sufferring oreddy...so just let it burn my lips...after tt we went to take neos!!!=D...yay-ness!!...n all thru the walk frm paragon to heeren...my lips were burning lyk hell...n i think my tongue's a leetle scalded[correct?]...aniwaez...here are the pics!!=D

andrea blamed me for pushing everyone outta the pic...[frm L to R]sam, ben[ontop] joel[below], me, andrea, deb[hidden behind me], cheryln[hidden yet again behind me]


the arrow's nort pointing to me...it's to tt curtain lyk thingy @ the baq which fell suddenly during the picture taking...[frm L to R]me, sam, joel[half-hidden behind cheryln], cheryln, ben[hidden behind cheryln], andrea, deb [below]


dunno wad the heck deb was doing...but quite kewl leh...ahaha...=D...[frm L to R]sam, joel, me, ben[hidden behind me], andrea, cheryln deb[below]


ahaha...dunno why andrea put this giant mouth beside me...-.-...[frm L to R]joel, ben[ontop] sam [below], me, cheryln[half hidden behind me], deb[partially hidden behind cheryln], andrea


this was the very first pic...alotta ppl were out...ahaha...[frm L to R]me[totally gone...wahaha], sam[partially gone], joel, andrea, cheryln, deb, ben[partially gone]

heyz ppl...tmr's deb's b'dae...

HAPPY BURFDAE!!!!!=D

...yeps...aniwaez...my throat's real itchy n dry...need h2o...kiez...hmmz...todae's okae...ahaha...slept till 11...well the whole family larh...=D...then went off to j8 fer lunch n to pick deb n ame up...then off to church fer us...

todae's msg by pastor mitch was on another aspect of prayer...why it duzzen seem to be answered by God...yeah...God does answer prayer in our lifes...it's just tt sometimes...we pray for ourselves n not fer others/we dun believe in God answering our prayers/we are distracted by the world n totally forget/we forget how powerful prayer really is...pointing out the reasons why sometimes prayers are not answered...i realise tt some of those reasons apply to me...n that Lord...really help my unbelief...n heh...during choir...in the chorus of This Little Child..."And I believe..."...=)...make me believe Lord...=]

...christmas songs are coming up real nyce...tho i need to build up fer The Glory Of God...it really hits the highhigh notes...i seem to lose my voice then...eeks...go all "chipmunk-ky" as wad tcher aileen puts it...=|...ahaha...

aniwaez...daddy says V6 is one band tt sings in unison unlike my other choices...=|...hmmz...oo-kae...wadeva...ciaoz ppl...

wai~...=D...heyz peeps...just came home wif a water-logged ear n feeling real achy everywhere...aniwaez...=D...sho happy...want to show u these realreal cute photos i sussed out frm the net...of V6...




this is my fave!!!*faints*...
aniwaez...=P...gonna try getting tt water outta my ear...ciaoz...

heya all...i'll be going to really work out todae...gym[if they allow me entry] n swimming...yay-ness...hmmz...mebe i'll add a shopping spree into my agenda later in the day...=D...need to go out n buy things...yeah...but i dun have cash!!!...sigh...oh welll...nvm...shall go plead wif marmee...=D...aniwaez...ciaoz ppl...need to leave the house soon...=P...take care peeps...n study hard!![for the o levelers]...=]

do visit this page if u're a big V6 fan/wanna noe whu n wad i'm listening to/or is just plain bored to tears...V6

sigh...why du the heck i keep on getting into trouble wif my dad?...hateithateit...heh...man...this ish sho opposite of yest entry...kiez...it goes liddat...i ponned sch todae last minute...thought thru last night tt if everyone's gonna pon sch todae...might as well...=D...to those out there whu did go n all...sorry!!...i noe how boring it was...n my dad being a dad...or mebe MY dad...confiscated the modem on a whim...reasoning wif him comes to no avail...@ all...wudeva...been repeating my V6 cd on end...n i slept till 12noon...dint wanna wake up...i dunno...mebe it's just me trying to escape reality...or wadeva...but i've always thot tt sleeping is a way out of boredom, troubles, wad not...just sleep ur way out...yeah...n i wasted my dae todae...played on the piano todae...@ least now i can play Why?...it's kinda easy...just tt i need to keep up wif the tempo...yups...then later in the dae...my mom went out wif victoria...n i was left @ home to cook my own lunch...pilfered thru the fridge n found loads of expired food...n they complain we dun have food @ home...sheesh...i was left wif no enjoyment wadeva...tv's damn boring...sigh...just in a bad mood larh...he argues tt i'm on all the time, addicted to it[actually i'm nort lorh...go look @ the hours some frens of mine spend on the net on end], n dun listen to u when i'm on it???...lemme first say tt i'm not on it all the time n i'm seriously not addicted to it...true tt vicky n tammy have lesser net time...but for me...the net's my only source of enjoyment n entertainment...in my case larh...n i dun listen to u when i'm on it??...oh whu says man...i have to listen to u n get off lyk when u come a calling...n my grades dint fall becos of this...it's totally another reason...mainly australia...yeah...australia...n i dun wanna talk to u tonight...i'm just gonna do my quiet time n shut u off completely...cos i dun wanna talk anymore...i'm just too tired to argue...n also becos of marmee's sake...
i'm sorry tt my feelings are so unpredictable...n as i type this i'm crying...crying becos i hate it tt you love me so much...

Walking On Sonshine

[to rachel if u're reading this..u dun mind me using ur MSN nick rite?=D]
heya all..i just finished solving my template problems!!!...=D...yay!!!...n todae was such a fine dae...=P...yayz!...okae...maths was a bore as usual but i must applaud mr lau fer leaving me alone...*claps in mr lau fashion...seal-lyk wif chalk in one hand*...veli guud...=P...aniwaez...after tt was ss which was okae...cos i got to enjoy aircon...yayz!!...=D...but dolley the sheep tan was there...n ermm...i think i got on her nerves b4 lesson cos winnie ping yi ning n me were walking to the humans room...when we started thinking aloud...on DT's dressing todae...white blouse n greenish-greyish skirt...n in a moment of jest...i mocked her voice n said...look how pure n white i am!!...a leetle too loud...n i think she heard it...woops=|...aniwae...she made us stand fer 10 minutes cos we were late as usual...but we had a reason...ms nora came up wif our class photos...i look damn ee-yer in it...yups...n i'm gonna buy it!!...even tho i'm so damn cho3 in it...=|...yupsyups...after ss...had recess when i had to keep a look out fer mdnm jenny leong fer my IC...got my IC!!...ahhaa...n okae larh...=P...@ least in my ic pic i look okae...ahaha...then went fer maths class...sam was pilfering thru my wallet...n eileen threatened to confiscate my wallet!!!...ahaha...then joey n sam saw my IC n started scrutinizing it...=|...aniwaez...we got laulau to gif us a free period to du our damn maths project tt tt ms wong made us du...bleeeeeah...so we decided to du it lorh...yups...actually...i dint du much tho...=|sorry ppl...i was playing Monopoly happily wif sabrina seowfen jaslin n jasmine!!...sho farn...ahaha...n corruption man...it rulez!...ahaha...jjk...sabrina n jaslin quitteed after a while to watch Nemo n A Walk To Remember tt gracia brought fer the class's enjoyment...n we have a tv right smack in our class=D...so me sf n jasmine continued the bankrupcy[spelling?]...once jasmine owed me 975 , sf >2000 bucks n the bank her tax...ahaha...in the game there was once when i had onli 2 bucks in my hand...farnfarn...aniwaez...yups....=P...i gave up just 5 minutes b4 the dismissal bell...ahaha...n sf emerged winner!!!...me yasmin winnie yingrui n wenping went out this afternoon...walked arnd far east after lunch @ one of those restaurant-lyk places in the building...went to Lips...yeps...i think tt's the name of the shop...fergot liao=P...ahaha...staff there's so frenly...ahaha...n i saw this realrealreal hottttt cutie walk into the shop sumtym in the middle of our shopping...heez...winnie n yasmin called him jay chou lookie alike...looks all jay chou just tt his eyes....man...those eyes were blue...prob contacts but whu cares...=D...i tried on a dog collar...=P...n it was real nyce!!!...pity it was too ex fer my wallet...=(...bought our stuff n started to walk home when this guy walked[more lyk banged] into us n introduced this donation thingy...then only after we donated...then the rest told me it was a girl!![????]...bung...=P...aniwaez...went home after tt n had vicky n marmee jog wif me to the nearby park to work out...feeling real fat these few daes...oh well...did it aniwae...real proud of myself...n i dun feel tt hungry n lerthargic anymore...=D...shall continue wif this regme...ciaoz ppl...ps: comment on the new template okiez?

dont really want to talk abt my results larh...just go lookie @ my frens' blogs kiez?...n FYI...i did mushc worse then them...yeah...so just imagine...

stoopidstoopidstoopid..

heya al...testing one two three....this thingy sarks...

kiez...nh[fellow Kamui Shiro adorer...=P] n me have decided on the baq grnd liao...wait n see...=P...heez...till then...ciaoz...=P

heya all...currently @ gran's place...yups...n still deciding wad baqgrnd to use in my next template...yups...hmmz...oh welll....tammy n vicky stole the tele frm me...so me have to content wif internet....going out fer dinner later wif gran gogodoris marmee charmaine jie char tam n vic...to celebrate gogo doris's b'dae...yups...it's her b'dae todae...=D...todae...wanted to go running in the morning...but it happenned to rain...drats...oh welll...made good use of my time to sleep somemore...yeps...=P...lazy horh...ahaha...aniwaez...just woke up to lunch...yups...hmmz...it's becoming more n more boring nowadays...my dad's more n more cranky these few days...scolding me just because i dint lyk push the chair in after playing on the piano...scolding me for not putting my books awae neatly...he rearranged the whole shoe cupboard...n now i dunno where all my shoes are exactly...oh well...then wif all this...he still has to work overtime for tt food court in tampines...dunno where it is...but it has been stealing sleep n rest frm my father gogo doris uncle wilson uncle andrew uncle LC n uncle daniel...in whole...practically the whole company...yeah...oh well...pray unceasingly...yupyup...=)...bought myself V6's new album...Infinity Love & Life...it's real nyce...=P...tho i noe many out there dun really appreciate the album lyk i do...heez...i grew up in a family subtly linked to Japanese culture...so waddya expect?...=P...oh yarh...if all goes well...okasan may be coming by to sg for another holiday here...yups...heez...but there's not enuff space ne...oh well...pray again...He'll provide a way...=)...

to sherm tan...good luck on ur choice of three months in ACJC...ahahha...pray unceasingly...He will provide a way...truly He will...if u believe in Him...=)

aniwaez...enuff of my crapping here...

Baby I Love You
Boy I never knew I could feel
The way I felt, when I felt the way
you were feeling me baby
I'm so out of control yeah...

Everytime you look my way
I realize more and more
How much I adore those pretty eyes
Of yours, I'm helpless baby

What I wanna know is
Are you willing to try
Can you love me for a lifetime
In just one night
Ohh...

Chorus
Baby I love you (love you)
Baby I need you (need you)
I gotta have you (I gotta have you babe)
Can't be without you (be without you)

Baby I love you (yeah...)
Baby I need you (need You...)
I gotta have you (I gotta have you babe)
Can't be without you

Blessed and cursed on the same day,
The day that I first felt the power of you
Inside of me, such a strong feeling
There comes a time in everyone's life
When you know, and everyone around you knows
That everything is changed,
You're not the same, it's a new day

Oh... what I wanna know is,
Are you willing to try
There's got to be more meaning to this
Than what meets the eye...

Chorus
Baby I love you
Baby I need you (baby I need you)
Gotta have you baby (I gotta have you)
Can't be without you (can't be without you)

Baby I love you (baby I love you)
Yea yeah... (baby I need you)
I gotta have you (I gotta have you)
Yea, yea yeah... (can't be without you)

Ooh... I love the way you kiss me
Oh, baby please
I'm about to loose my mind
Oh... talk to me, cause I'm beggin' for you and,
I'm down on my knees...
Baby I know you're the one that I need...

(Baby I love you...)
(You know I need you...)
(Gotta have you...)
(Can't be without you...)

(Baby I love you...)
(You know I need you...)
(Gotta have you...)
(Cant be without you..)

fwee...nyce song...tho J.Lo sung it fer Ben...n they broke up liao...fwee...how nyce...ahahha...

got this off sawah's bloggie...i'm bored kiez?...=P

Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
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Angel Type	Angel of Death
Wing Color	Dark Blue
Heavenly Weapon	Ability to bless or curse
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fwee...angel of death...woo~~...crapper...

What will your last words be? by cum_on_bitch
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Your last words will be...	"FUCK YOU!"
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this was a shocker...ahahaha...O.O...

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Your last words will be...	"MMMM MORE FOOD!"
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did more of the same...bored marh...=P

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Your last words will be...	"this pain it'll go away soon, right?"
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Way	In sleep, peacefully. LUCKY!
Past Life	Panther.
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okae...shall stop lamer-pokking arnd...bleah...kiez...hmm...

did i tell u i recieved an application form to OBS?...yeps...i'll be going ppl...=P...fwee...i'm gonna come baq tired happy n tanned...nort to mention mebe a bit lembeh...=P...yay...but i gotta pass my medical test...got baq some of my results...english overall 54.5...e maths 22 overall...yay...i'm gonna go down da drain...=P...okaeokae...i'll stop...

to gabes...hmmz...char has my number...n if she duzzen wanna gif u...too bad!!!....ahahah...nort tt mean larh...ermz...contact me thru MSN Messenger or email...my email addy's on all the ends of all my blog entries...yups...

to jia...thanks fer the encouragement!!...=D...my exams are over liao...yups...happyhappy...n i'm going to OBS!!!!....banghao says u lurrrrrrve OBS...ahaha...=P...tell me more abt OBS kiez?...i'm still kinda blurr on a few starff...yups..."I will bless the Lord at all times; His praise shall continually be in my mouth." Psalms 34:1 =)

worried fer my father...dint come baq yest nite...n came baq home in da morning to fetch me n tam to sch...n overheard a phone call this evening btw my marm n dad...he's gonna go liddat fer tonite too...gotta pray fer him...=)

fwee...friendster's ma next boredom amuser...

hey aaron...chill kiez?...dun put ur poor brain into overdrive...might just go per-cha...n erm...okae...touchwood...aniwaez...yups...if u've lyk prayed to God fer His guidance b4 the exams n revised real hard...yups...guess u'll make it thru...=)...unless yarh...u have the pasttym of many students here in sg...S.L.A.C.K.I.N.G...yeps...then ermm...mebe just cross ur fingers...=P...

aniwaez...just mebe gonna stone arnd n create another headsche fer meself...=P...cynical...ciaoz

Angel Eyes
Have you ever had the feeling
That the world's gone and left you behind
Have you ever had the feeling
That you're that close to losing your mind

You look around each corner
Hoping that she's[or he's] there
You try to play it cool perhaps
Pretend that you don't care

But it doesn't do a bit of good
You got to seek till you find
Are you never unwind

Try to think
That love is not around
Still it's uncomfortably near

My old heart
Ain't gaining no ground
Because my angel eyes ain't here

Angel eyes
That old devil sent
They glow unbearably bright
Need I say
That my love's misspent
Misspent with angel eyes tonight

So drink up all you people
Order anything you see
Have fun you happy people
The drink and the laugh's on me

Pardon me
But I gotta run
The fact's uncomfortably clear
Gotta find
Who's now number one
And why my angel eyes ain't here
Tell me why my angel eyes ain't here
Excusez moi my angel eyes ain't here
Excuse me while I disappear

found this weird little song...ahaha...=P

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

(Chorus)
I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever

(Chorus)
And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this, I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time

(Chorus)

yet another sappy-fied but nyce song...=P...aerosmith rawks in this...=P

All About Loving You
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Chorus:
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Chorus:
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Chorus:
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

All about lovin' you

another sappy-fied song....blame it all on boredom again...n guess wad...i'm typing in a 2 cm in height box...how nyce...

Black Black Heart
Something ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search for pleasure search for pain
In this world now i am undying
I unfurl my flag my nation helpless

Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire i'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

As i begin to lose my grip
On these realities your sending
Taste your mind and taste your sex
I'm naked underneath your cover
Covers lie and we will bend and borrow

With the coming sign
The tide will take the sea will rise and time will rape

Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire i'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

Black black heart why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire i'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds[x 5 till fade]

i am always fascinated by this song...

I Knew I Loved You
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

i think i've just into a sappy-fied goon...blame it all on boredom...yeesh...aniwaez...this song ish nyce aniwaez...=P *sappy-fied goon smile*

u can see tt i'm really really bored frm all those quzzies below...fwee...carnt sleep...carnt eat...wad to do...watch tv oso dowan...com ish getting very boring too...my place is a mess but i don't wanna clean up...too lazy...fwee...stone...

Your soul is bound to the Second Totem, Luna:
The Wolf.

Luna appears as a pair of coral colored wolves.
She embodies empathy, nurturing, insight,
and warmth. She is associated with the
color coral, the season of spring, and the
element of wind. Her downfall is pathos.

You are most compatible with Doves and Ravens.


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Sweet Milk Pocky! You're an elitist, since you're
not really suited to the American taste. You're
sweet, as your name implies, but sometimes you
do get a little haughty.


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You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.


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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.

"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."

Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.

As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.


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heya all...my blogger is currently really f***ed up...my whole template was lyk...blank...got a shock...good thing i keep a copy of the template in my com...fwee...nvm...i'm too darn happy to think of it aniwaez...

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

lalala...i look lyk a stoopid idiot grinning @ the com...bweah...aniwaez...hmmz...haven't got much ta sae tho...oh yarh...have u seen Britney?...oh yarh...=D...
ish this guy cute or wad?......*idiot grnz*...fwee...ahaha...bored...guess i'll be lazing arnd @ home fer now...ciaozppl...
found out tt julian k actually has a blog...hmmz...

*sleepy*...*yawn*-rubseyes n stretches-...really very sleepy todae...was dozing off during chinese exam...managed to clock some snooze tym during my bio paper...finished 20 minutes earlier...MCQ so damn easy...aniwaez...got gogo doris a Omega Constellation watch todae...gran brought me to go help her choose...=D...came home n catnapped fer lyk...dunno...frm bout 3pm to 7-ish...my puzzle's coming along real nyce...the cat's face is appearing oreddy...=)...hmmz...

hey dun get so pissed kiez?...guys look either not nyce mad...or they look plain scary...=|...ahaha...aniwaez...just chill kiez?...@ least ur blog entry wasn't lyk mine below...=x...nort exactly proud abt it...but yeah...@ least i got over it oreddy...=)...

i have a holiday on thursday...monday n i end sch @ 10 on 30th october n @ 12noon on 31 october...someone ask me out pur-lease!!!...i'm so bored cooped up @ home...i just start gaining weight when i cooped up @ home...cos i just eat sleep study...slack sleep tv...com...yeah...boring...

R kelly's doing doing is stuck in my mind...argh...it's real addictive...=P

I'm a mess...without you...

heya all...spending another day in boringville...nobody seems to be talking online anymore...except for a few larh...but other than tt...it's boring...bleah...physics is definately down the drain oreddy...leave so many blanks...then never complate my qns...damn...i'm a goner...they're either studying or just plain stoning...n then there are those wif blogs...some do update larh...but some dun...bweah...feel lyk cancelling them outta my links leh...fwee...but i'm not so mean larh...=D...aniwaez...to those taking exams/practicals/major exams[eg.O/A levels]....

KANBATE!!!in other words... STRIVE HARD!!!...=)...I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me!!...=D...ciaoz ppl...work hard kiez?...[while i slack awae...bwahahahha....*evil larfther ensues*]

Why?

They say that into ev'ry life some rain must fall,
for the pain is no respecter of the mighty or the small.
But sometimes it justs seems so unfair
to see the one who's had more than his share.
Oh, it makes you wonder why.
And Lord I wouldn't second-guess Your mighty plan,
for I know You have a purpose that's beyond the scope of man.
If you look inside my heart,
You will find that i have always been the trusting kind.
Oh, but still I wonder...

Why?[I wonder why]
do the rainy days have to come.
When the storm clouds hide the sun,
I wanna know why.
Why?[I wonder why]
when the reasons aren't slear to me,
when it all is a mystery,
I wanna know why.
And tho' down here I may not understand,
I won't let go of the unseen hand,
for it holds the reasons why.

The Lord has never been afraid of honest prayers,
and He won't allow the burden to be more than you can bear.
When He knows that your trust is in Him,
He doesn't mind the questions now and then,
even if you wonder...

Why?[I wonder why]
do the rainy days have to come.
When the storm clouds hide the sun,
I wanna know why.
Why?[I wonder why]
when the reasons aren't clear to me,
when it all is a mystery,
I wanna know why.
And tho' down here I may not understand, I won't let go of the unseen hand,
for it holds the reasons why.

Why?[I wonder why]
do the rainy days have to come.
When the storm clouds hide the sun,
I wanna know why.
Why?[I wonder why]
when the reasons aren't clear to me,
when it all is a mystery,
I wanna know why.
And tho' down here i may not understand,
I won't let go of the unseen hand,
for it holds the reasons why.

He holds the reason why.

was really encouraged by this song on saturday...=)...hope u are too...

hey...cheer up kiez?...to thinking u're alone n lonely person...=)...i know sumtyms it's hard to let ppl know u just liddat n tt it's a real sad thing cause...nobody will truly know the person u are=)...so hope u're encouraged by this song too...p.s:i'm no leng lui!!!...i can only dream on being one...=P...

You are a Teddy Bear.


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fwee...had church todae...was late...bweah...couldn't sleep last nite...aniwaez...yeah...so we had a message on the power to minister to the multitudes...n tt we have it...it's just tt we need to know how to...utilise it...like...thru prayer, thru believing in the faith tt u'll be able to do it n thru basically doing it...ministering to the ppl...yep...so far...i've been trying to minister to my frens in sch...but it's just lyk wad tcher leelee said in sunday sch todae...it's @ the tip of ur tongue but then...u hold ur tongue baq...why?...yeah....n i keep on asking myself y...y i carnt lyk share this faith n salvation of mine...which is so great...oh well...tcher leelee told us tt we shuld be sharing this faith of us lyk we would show our frens a new for example...handphone of ours...or all abt this trip u made to sumwhere exotic n interesting...it's so wonderful this faith of ours...n i'm so yeah, okae, wadeva abt it...sumtyms when i look @ myself tt way...it kinda frustrates me tt i'm thinking tt wae...hmmzz....shall make a mental note to myself to try to get over this...=)...yay...

heya ppl...will be in jalan kayu later...yay!!!=D...roti prata here i come...vic will most definately take tt supersuper chocolatety dino drink...milo wif more milo stuff on the top...but i haveta finish by 10.30pm...been looking n drooling over those emily merchandise...wanna get it!!...but they are always priced so ex...n online buying is a beeg nono for my dad...dunno y...aniwaez...need to remind myself tt i have to...buy board n frame for the new puzzle...upload new pics into shutterfly...which i think is currently under mantainance right now...todae in ypg...we talked abt perserverance in prayer...n how...i pointed out my weakness in not dilligently praying as i shuld...mhmm...yeah...gonna play chimes tmr...ciaozppl...registering blank...

Namida wa Shitteru-Romanji

Kimi ga namida ni yureru toki
Dousureba iin darou
Sora wo miagetemo
Kokoro ga itai
Kizu tsukanakute ii koto ni
Dare mo ga fureteshimau
Mizu no tsumetasa ni
Odoroku toki no you ni
Tonari ni iru dake de
Nanimo dekinai kedo
Arittake no egao kimi dake ni
Kakaete okuruyo donna toki mo

Shinjite ii yo yume wa yattekuru
Kimi no tame dake ni
Naitemo ii yo donna kanashimimo
Tsubasa ni kawaru no sa sono mune de

Dareka wo mamoru koto nante
Kantan ni dekinai ne
Kimi ni furuame mo
Tomerarenai yo
Dakedo akirametaku wa nai
Chippokena yuuki demo
Itsuka honto no
Tsuyosa ni nareru naraba
Chiisana chou de sae
Umi wo koeteyukeru
"Itsuka, kitto" sonna kotoba shika
Ienai jibun ga kuyashii kedo

Shinjite ii yo niji wa yattekuru
Kimi no tsuma saki e
Shinjite ii yo kimi no toki ga kuru
Mousugu atarashii kaze no naka

Sou sa kanarazu yume wa yattekuru
Sono mune wo hiroge
Kitto namida wa sore wo shitte iru
Oshie ni kitan dayo ashita kara

Shinjite iiyo yume wa yatte kuru
Kimi no tame dake ni
Naite mo iiyo donna kanashimimo
Tsubasa ni kawaru no sa sono mune de

Namida wa Shitteru-English Translation

When you did nothing but weep,
I was also at a loss.
I looked up at the sky
and my heart was in pain.
When you are uninjured
You can be hit at anytime by anyone.
It is the same surprise as when
Touching cold water.
I'm only next to you
And I can't do anything, but
For you only I'll make a present of
All the happiness in my smiling face,
Carrying you anytime.

You can believe your dreams are coming
Just for you.
You can cry because you can make any sadness
Into wings in your heart.

Protecting someone
Is not an easy thing to do, is it?
I can't stop the rain
From falling on your head either.
Even with only a little courage--
I don't want to give up.
Someday, if I become used to my
Real strength...
Even a small butterfly
Can cross an ocean.
"Someday, for sure," is all I can tell you,
But that frustrates me.

You should believe a rainbow is coming
To the tips of your toes.
You should believe your time will come,
Soon, in the middle of a new breeze.

So yes, a dream is definitely coming--
Spread open that heart.
Your tears knew that, without a doubt.
I think they came from tomorrow to tell you.

You can believe your dreams are coming
Just for you.
You can cry because you can make any sadness
Into wings in your heart.

erm...forgive the person whu translated this song[which is being played on my blog fyi if u dint lyk know]i think erm...he/she directly translated...frm romanji to emglish...so yarh...tt's y it sounds a bit the weird...=|...aniwaez...enjoy...=P

i've just added some inspirational movie clips on the navigation bar on the right...hope it stirs up some feelings within u for those whu may not noe Him yet...n to those whu du...may these vid clips remind us...of how our Christian Walk is doing now...i have to go now tho...so i'll mebe elaborate more on my next blog on wad these vids mean to me...n wad i think n feel abt it...yep...so ciaoz ppl...gotta go rest...=)

fwee...mind's registering a page...BlAnK...took pics of macy uncle ah yong jiejie huifen lao gu lao kim granny mummy tammy vic n me todae...met up for dinner...so i wunt be@ jalan kayu tonite...sigh...need to feed my craving sumtym...=P...


Fones i Want...but wunt get i guess...



Nokia 3100-$448

Nokia 6610-$498

Samsung SGH-C100-$638

Ericsson T100-$668

Nokia 7250-$738

Nokia 7250i-$748


sigh...nvm...this just dampens my spirits...bleah...dadd says i shuld go over n buy...but it's more expensive...sigh......aniwaez...hmmz...=P...i'm fine ppl...n i bought myself another jigsaw puzzle...i noe...sounds boring rite?...but i find pleasure in doing it...works those grey matter up there...hmmz...want to attempt this real beautiful 1500 piece puzzle one day when i have the tym...it's of this girl...wif hair made of feathers, fur, skins, etcetc...n her dress is tt of animals...it's as if she embodies the whole Mother Nature thingy...crappeh...i'm talking bleah...=P...nvm...shall stop crapping...bwai...

i finally solved the problem...by setting up me own webby...FWEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D....yay...sho proud of meself...

fwee...had geog paper todae...craving fer prata...mebe i shuld take a trip over to jalan kayu later...eh wait...i gort paper tmr...sigh...carnt pig out...aniwaez...gort e maths n lit paper tmr...just gort the email frm the kennels sending my dog over to aussie...$2000 over just to send her over, handle her, feed her, microchip her, hande her over in aussie, quarrentine for 30 days n sent directly to my doorstep...=D...fwee...i'm gonna go broke...first reaction was...*______jawdrop*...but me dear doggie...*huggies*-dun lick my eyes-...heartsheartshearts...pray for joanne...here grandfather died over in KL...deepest condolences...i finish my papers @ 11.45am tmr...i gotta make my way home tmr...just hope it duzzen rains...the weather has been fluctuating these few days...rain shine rain shine...n poor me has been sufferring...ahaha...gotta go prepare myself for the lit paper...i can just gif up hope for maths liao...fwee...ciaoz ppl...

btw...added gabriel in=D...cute blog addy...

Rain falls on the cosmopolitan hub i call home,
i sit here, getting my poor brain tested n fried.
Today, the 8th of October, was the first time
it rained during an exam.
Chemistry and Add Maths.
I guess, within me,
the heavens, like my heart
is crying
You know, my heart's very fickle.
Fluctuating everso often,
Crying, Laughing, Screaming, Fuming
Sadness, Anger, Joy, Melanchony...

brain's throbbing



i got my inspiration for the next poem frm this pic...my baqgrnd

Scars

Numb,
that's how my heart feels
Right now, right here.
Another bloody shower upon me.
Blood mingles with rain
The metallic smell of smell lingers all around me.
Something, i've gotten used to
Unfeeling killings over the past years.
Ku-soh...that darn Kiyasato Akira...
i wipe the blood off the slash he gave me on my left cheek.
What's this?
There's another smell other than the putrid smell of decaying bodies
White Plums Blossoms...
A figure is silhouetted against the curtain of raindrops
a lady, perfumed with that heavenly scent
flowing blue-black hair, a white kimono clothes her
holding a paper umbrella, and those inexpressive black eyes...
"You made it rain blood."
i just stood there...
Man. Rain. Blood. Scars

heya all...i'm studying geog right now...slept for the longest todae...couldn't stnad it...read the papers as i usually do every afternoon...n i dozed off b4 i could finish off the comics[me fave!!!]...aii...too sleepy...got myself all chalky b4 the add maths paper...cos i was being taught by wenping yining n winnie...then we were doing tys problems on the board...white chalk dust flying everywhere...fwee...raining n pouring...penned a few poems during my spare tym to destress...next entry dedicated to it...granny just came by wif Yan4 wo1[bird's nest]!!!...=D...granny wuws me...n she came in her pj's...=|...but anyhow...yay!!...=D...eeeeuuu...*straining hard nrt to pui out gran dun4 de2 yan4 wo1...cannot waste*...i just heard EYE SORE's dedication being read out by Jamie Yeo...come to think of it...eyesore looks a tad lyk jamie yeo...bleah...wadeva...ciaoz ppl...concentrating on me geog...

carnt seem to get the pic into the baqgrnd...wanna see the pic?....here...Kenshin...i dun even noe wad's the problem wif it...aniwaez...gotta go liao...ciaoz ppl...

heya all...i'm currently really dazed...dunno why...i think my brain has just lost a fold...memory lost...yeah...aniwaez...social studies...let's put it tt...i've failed...yups...we're all gonna die...eh wait...shuldn't pulll u all into it...I'm gonna go down the drain...phark...n i've lyk...9 more papers in 8 more days[including sundays n saturdays]...pharkdamnit...crapshit......losermode on...*___________________________
________________________________screams*...yeah...depressing aint it...n to top it off...i have crappy sistas...annoying freaks they are...born just to make my life worse...n to make my blood boil...my hair white...wadeva tt just pharksdadamnhell outta my life...ergg...been trying to avoid them @ all cost...but carnt lorh...they're my sisters...iderts...wadeva...n ppl say tt u'll stand up for ur siblings when others say bad abt them...nort me...bleah...feed them to the goats for all i care...scream all they wan...me nort gonna be there...one's turning into a chij bitch/hooligan...thinking her belt so low damn coolllllll[wadeva lorh...just creates a damn lousy image of you...nort the sch]...the other ish a follower of the other[everytym she say sth...can always hear echoes of...'yarh lorh'...wtf]...one eats wadeva's given to her...the other says i'm starving n later sees the food n say i'm not hungry...one shouts baq at me['u wanna fight arh?...gimme tt kinda stare...u think u so great arh??'-quote frm one of them]...n argues at me...but tt person...duzzen even put up a good arguement...repeating over n over again...n if she duzzen get wad she wants...she just shuts u off['lalalalalala'-another quote frm both of em]...the other LLLLLLLLLLurves getting an eye for an eye['she du me first one!!!'not fair!!!!'-quote frm one]...so be it larh...put out all ur hair u wan arh??...one ish a bag of lazy bones[dun wanna help me get sth which ish within arm's length of her n another level in my case]...the other duzzen care if she looks fat...bleah...i dunno wad's going on in their crazy leetle minds...but wadeva...i'm nort gonna care anymore...they have their own world...i have mine...N DUN U DARE MEDDLE WIF IT...or else u might just get wad u deserve...now tt's a warning...n i noe tt u du read this...bleah to u...snooping into my life...

sorry to those tt are of no concern to this...but yeah...i'm being a leetle bitchy here todae...becos a few ppl got onto my nerves this afternoon...this has actually gone on fer a very long tym now...since u two started yakking away...but i just bottle it all up n never complained...but todae...i'll let u noe...I'M NO DAMN PHARKING PUSHOVER. KA-PHISH??...yes...okae...ciaozppl...till next online tym...bwai

You're Aoki Seiichirou!
You are one of a dying breed... a true gentleman (or gentlewoman, as the case may be). You tend to be a little disorganized and scatterbrained, but your heart is always in the right place. While you aren’t always the one who gets the most attention, you are sweet, dependable, and extremely loyal to your loved ones. Your family and friends are very important to you, and you will go to any length to protect them.
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Happiness
is wad i feel when
i'm around you
Joy
is when i know
you're safe
you brighten my day =)

i know sometimes
i may get cranky or go into loner mode
but you accept me
with all my nonsensical differences

" you light up my life
you give me hope
to carry on
you light up my days
and fill my nights wif song
"

felt the excerpt abv was really appropriate

Love is wad i feel
when you show your concern to me
Thank You all

For giving me the best times in my life so far =)

Lurve ya all LOADS=D

You are...DORK!KAMUI! You're too sweet and Fuuma-
involved for your own good, and you're still
wearing that crazy black school uniform! Watch
out, you're an easy target for all the child
molesters in this series.


Which Kamui Are You?
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got this frm nanhua's blog...KAMUI RAWKS!!!


*switches off the bio-mode switch in brain*...okae...yay!...i just spent lyk...frm...6:30pm-9:45pm studying bio...download all tt crap into my brain...but the worse part ish...only ONE measly chapter [excretion] n HALF of another [respiration]...but i'll strive on...N to add to tt...i can name u all the starff u can think of in excretion...ahaha...aniwaez...hmmz...todae was chinese 1 n e maths 1...pat ng came to my table when i was taking e maths 1 n he was lyk...walk down the row of students...see me there trying hard to stare n bore a hole thru the paper...then walk on...then halt...then reverse...then stare @ me n me paper...then walk on...comb hair lyk...saying...haiz...bleah to him man...dun care if i fail this damn stupid e maths test...n then was lyk so bad lorh...sneezing my wae thru chinese...never have i been so embarassed to blow my nose in public...=S...aniwaez...had lunch wif marmee n sisters...annoying creeps...=)...went home n dozed off on the sofa...set fone alarm to 6pm...to wake up n go study...then wedged my fone b/w the armrest n the sofa base...n slept next to it...then @ 5.50...fone made a whole lotta noise...ahaha...yeow chee smsed...haven't talked to tt guy b4...aniwaez...i had a great tym smsing him...=D...to yeow chee[if u're reading this]: heya!! hope to noe u better! =P...aniwaez...went to take my shower n study...study lyk crap...wadeva....shuldn't bore u all wif my daily mundane stuff...so ciaoz ppl...

heya all...now am in the study typing away...when i think many of my frens n counterparts all over Singapore are either MUGGING/SLOGGING or SLACKING/LAGGING...i'm the latter...=D...yay!!...slacktards rulez!!![^5 ta josh =P...we roolll!!!!]...hehe...i'm really am gonna regret this...as wad josh describes...kewl n composed b4 the exam hall...when u're @ the end n ur back's facing the hall n there's NO TURNING BAQ...comdemned person...black cloud abv head...yay...tt's da life man...=D...lame...aniwaez...kept stepping on tt skirt of mine todae!!!....erg...i'm gonna spoil it in due tym...fwee...how nyce...keep on fergetting to hitch it up b4 starting on the stairs...jo vic n tam are making a whole lotta noise in my parents' room...playing playstation right now...screaming n cursing...tsktsk...=P...playing some final fantasy racing game...good thing i'm nort addicted...hmmz...found out my MARDER has been snucking on my chocolate stash in the fridge...left wif one more choco-maca in the fridge...*sobz*...aniwae...still gort baqup...=P...choco crossies...oh man!!!....just remembered!!...suppose to make recess for my family tmr!!!...diedie...dint buy the ingredients!!...oh well...there's alwaes tuesdae...must remember...must remember...n oh yarh...sae hi to man n zheehwee!!!...*clapclapclap*...*confetti all arnd*...lame...aniwaez...they're in Them[on the rite]...

The days i spend
infatuated thoughts of you
the nights i dreamt
wishing you were here by my side
but it can never come true now.

i'm going away soon
no more second chances
no longer can i hear your laughter
or your sweet mellow voice
maybe
i might just meet some other guy out there
but remember this one thing
you'll always be in my heart

i'm trying to live each day now
to the fullest
but one unfufilled dream
is you
i'm too scared of rejection
too scared that you might just say 'no'

i'm going away now
no more second tries
no more can i see your face
no more dreaming of you
night and day
maybe
one day i might just meet you
on the street
face to face
will i cry tears of regret?
or will there be smiles of joy?
i don't know, i don't know

penned this during my freetym todae...was getting a bit starry-eyed frm all those words...words...words...errrr...*___dazed*...*shakes myself awake*...okae...i'm really getting the stress to me...actually...compared to my frens whu are truly mugging lyk there's no tmr...i'm lyk...slacking...=|...fweeeeeee...=D...i can't look after the ones i love if i keep running away...kamui shiro...*___droooollz*...ciaoz ppl...

Reflection
Look at me

You may think you see

Who I really am

But you'll never know me

Every day

It's as if I play a part

Now I see

If I wear a mask

I can fool the world

But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?



I am now

In a world where I

Have to hide my heart

And what I believe in

But somehow

I will show the world

What's inside my heart

And be loved for who I am



Who is that girl I see

Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection

Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm

Someone else?

For all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?



There's a heart that must be free to fly

That burns with a need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal

What we think?

How we feel?

Must there be a secret me?

I'm forced to hide

I won't pretend that I'm

Someone else

For all time

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

When will my reflection show

Who I am inside?

heya all...my fingers are stuck together wif glue...hehe=P...doing a b'dae card for jofid...n i'm starting to use the new quilling set i got in sydney...farnfarnfarn!!...=D...aniwaez...had lunch wif marmee n vicky @ a kfc-pizza hut-taco bell placen i ordered this personal pan pizz...when it came...it was lyk...sho tiny!!...ahaha...aniwaez...it's good enuff a meal...for me tt is...came baq home...n i slept...man did i sleep long...frm bout 3-4...to 7pm...carnt stand it...i must really go whack the books...but i fall asleep even b4 i can read one sentence...bleah...after tt...dinner n then here...prob go eat again later...n i think it's my medicine tt's also to blame for my sleepiness...drowsy...

hey...i noe tt it's hard to believe tt i actually commented lyk so in ur page...n tt i will not understand the feeling of failure as such...but =)...i'm here...

ciaoz ppl...

SJI Guys
good looking , good guys , pleasant personality,
but sometimes maybe over confident.usually well
liked by many girls


What school boy would u most likly to date?
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got this frm ame's blog...fwee...wadeva...i've yet to see a good looking guy frm SJI...ahahha...=D=P

heya all...today i had a real good sleep...dint go to sch...n while sleeping...had this real horrible/weird dream...dunno larh...was @ sum train station...got off n spotted two guys whu were kinda familiar n were wearing the same jacket n pants...then lost them in the crowd...n decided to just continue on my way...got to this tram-like thingy...or was it a lift...dunno larh...too many hours ago...aniwaez...saw those two guys there...were actually ppl i knew...think it was benq n sam...or was it benc...hmmz...dunno...aniwaez...farni thing was tt they were doing exactly the same thing @ the same tym...talking on teir hps[the same]...gesturing the same way whilst talking on the phone...taking off their jackets oso in the same wae...=|...weird...then suddenly...both of 'em just walked towards me...n handed their jackets to me...then i lose track of my dream here...woke up for a sec cos my mom called me up...was bout 8-9am...then i just fell baq to lalaland...then my dream began again...i was on a train...got to my destination n got off...then got in to this car where it took me to sum place kinda lyk Miami...sunny beachy place...i got out of the car...or was it a convertable...dunno larh...sum vehicular mode of transport...i was standing @ my end of te road n this gal was standing @ the other end...just a simple ordinary gal...wad's farni abt this gal was tt as she walked to me...these ppl ust appeared outta nowhere n sprawled themselves on the ground..just to be walked upon by this gal...she had this sadistic smile on her face...*__shudders*...creepy...=|...aniwaez...she just came towards me...n i just stood there...as if i was waiting for her to do something to me...she came to me...smiled then mouthed the words...'Beware...'...into my ear n i just turned n fled...running on n on...then i burst into this grand house...n run into a room where my parents were...my mom ironing clothes[?]...n my father arranging the clothes onto hangers n putting them into a cupboard[??] so full it's abt to burst open in an avalanche of designer togs...they dun see me...i rush up to them n scream into their ears to take me away frm Charlotte[the name just came outta my mouth in the dream...no offence char ^^'']...but they just ignored me n carried on...standing there in tt grand living room...complete wif a fireplace[-.-]...i just stood there dumbfounded...then i start running again...must have been superhuman in this dream of mine...got into a automobile i found sumwhere in tt giant house...n sped off...next thing i knew...i heard my mom scream...n i saw tt crazy gal slashing my mom...then i woke up...woke up in cold sweat...n my heart was racing...but aniwaez...i got up...studied...then went out to go pick tammy up in sch...then off to the doctor...finally i got treatment for my ezcema[spelling?]...came home n studied again...then moved onto my theory for piano...dragged my hmk for i think one n a half month liao...=P...then i had piano lesson...was suppose to play this piece called Daydream...n miss teo got carried away in my playing...then after i ended...she was praisepraisepraise...=D...sho happy...she said tt this was the first tym tt she has ever enjoyed a student's playing n lyk sit there n get carried away...fweeeeee....happyhappy...aniwaez...tt's all for my day...ciaoz ppl...oh yarh...still awaiting help frm any soul tt may help me in my making of a website...=P...