i'm beginning to accept my place.
been playing around with the VIP and i found this extremely encouraging song. never really stood out cos like, i guess i never had had such a severe problem in life as i am right now. here's the lyrics.

When Answers Aren't Enough VIP 565

You have faced the mountains of desperation,
you have climbed,
you have fought,
you have won.
But this valley that lies coldly before you,
casts a shadow you cannot overcome.

And just when you thought you had it all together,
you knew every verse to get you through.
But this time all the sorrow broke more than just your heart,
and reciting all those verses just won't do.

Chorus:

When answers aren't enough, there is Jesus,
HE is more than just an answer to your prayer.
And your heart will find a safe and peaceful refuge.
When answers aren't enough, He is there.

Instead of asking why did it happen,
think of where it can lead you form here;
And as your pain is slowly easin',
you can find a greater reason to live your life triumphant the tears.

Chorus [X2]

nearly cried when i played this song and as i was playing on the piano, it just overwhelmed me. i just prayed that He would guide me cos, no one can. so here i am Lord trusting that you'll guide me through this torrent.