listening to usher and once Yeah comes on, i just keep on thinking, yuhong and jeremy in youth con. WORSE OFF, yuhong pole dancing. O_O wahaha!

think i'm a little fried from the sun today. face is feeling all hot. need ice pack.


went out to the rock pools today. did some biology ecosystem study. boring but who cares, at least i'm out of the sku. and i think that i'm kinda like an outcast. just cos i'm asian. i don't understand. if i had different skin would others talk to me? i have a feeling that they would. and i hate it that some of the popular people have this like leering fascination kinda stare fixed on me all the time. esp the guys. argh. hate it. i wonder how models like devon aoki live up her asian flair. -sigh-

and it seems that the north syd have no problem with asians. esp since i keep on seeing so many sucessful asian students in my church up in ryde. they're all so accepted there. i'm jealous..and envious. -sigh-

i just realised how depressing my recent posts are. so please help me.