heya...wundering..wad are frens for?...ahaha....i'm crazy...come to think of it...i wanna live alone...but i carnt...argh....wad am i tokking abt....get a grip on urself...erg. hate myself fer tt...aniwae...dunno wad the hell's been happening wif my mind...mebe tt psychologist has to come in again...i might be leaving end of year...haven't got some proper frenships in STC yet n my parents want out...i feel betrayed...australia...wad the hell's so damn nyce abt tt place?...why carnt i live in sg...then again..i'd have to face my frens in church tho...bweah...idert faces...erg...mind's gone again...ouch...why carnt anyone tell me the truth?...am i tt mentally unstable tt u dun wanna divulge things to me?...ihateitihateitihateitihateit....i wanna go yet again...i dun wanna go...WAD'S THE DAMN PROBLEM WIF MY MIND?...