zettai iyada.

i simply cannot stand how my mind is so easily swayed. sometimes too i wished i wasn't so caught up in this church. this family. this life. i want to be someone else. wished that things would go my way. wished that i could be more affluent. wished that i could be of the world.

but that's the battle of being a christian. ahh my head's hurting. and i gotta go to work.