I SPOILT DINNER. HATE MYSELF.

was supposed to be a nice little dinner with daddy and the girls but my stupid body had to shut down on me. the whole way to dinner was terrible. and at that steakhouse, couldn't force down a bite. shivering and stomach muscles clenching all the time. felt like chucking up all the time and my head was constantly reeling. sucked. i was supposed to be enjoying dinner!!!

damn i hate my body.