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effing hell.

talk about being touchy. i am what i am. accept me for who i am. and that includes me and my junk. my habits. my shortcomings. think you're so great. just because the money for this house comes from you. for god's sake, I'M YOUR DAUGHTER. and you don't even understand me. i love my room as it is. i do things when the right time comes round. stop jumping me. it makes me sad. it makes me angry. and makes me want to retort back at you without thinking. which is really bad cause i don't analyse them (my answers). i don't like confrontations. i don't want to hate you. i don't want to be angry. i want things to go peachy-keen, smooth, alright. but can it ever? you jump at me at the slightest thing. why the house is not tidy. it wouldn't be tomorrow morning. if you love it being so clean, go live in a hotel.

ARGH