talking to yeow chee at the moment and i've just realised how long we've haven't talked! been yonks. =P

anyhoos, went to DFO [direct factory outlets] today. and i so wanna cry. where's money when you need it. all their clothes there were like, affordable, considering that they were once like famous up-priced brands. and what a time to go when i'm like, broke. -cries- and i was so scared today. god. something happened to me today that really taught me to look at sizes before trying next time. i saw this real pretty dress today and like i just took it off the rack and skipped to the change room to see if i looked nice in it. WRONG MOVE. god. i squeezed myself into the dress and like looked at myself. then i went out to ask tam. she said no, i said no, too tight. went back to take it out. this is when i started getting scared cos, i couldn't get it out! god did i freak. i called tam into the change room to see if she could help me out. by this time i was on the verge of one of my cry-laugh sessions; uncontrollable laughing and crying at the same time, and i was hyperventilating. i was so freaking scared. tam could only laugh. i was soo mad at her but i didn't have enough time to actually scream at her and i nearly wanted the salesgirl to help cut me out of the dress. but thankfully, i managed to get it off with tam's help. and guess what. it was a size 6. i'm like a size 10. I'M SUCH AN F-ING BLONDE/LOSER/IDIOT. bah.

must bring eunice to DFO when she's in sydney.