よこそ /22. sydney is my current abode. singapore is where my heart has always been.
loves my God and my family. is a chronic messy room-neat appearence girl.
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//Wednesday, June 09, 2004 9:44 pm
i'm ponning, not sch but church. heh, not that i'm no longer with God, but like, the way people deem church here is so, low, so secondary. it's like, i'm going just because i know that only through God i can get to Heaven. but yeah, you'll ask Why isn't Justina setting an example then?? bah. like. i don't know, church just doesn't impact me as much as Bethany use to? yeah. like, the people in church here are friendly and some even open up their house to invite us over for dinner. but like, there's just something missing. just that blank hole, a missing puzzle piece, a God-shaped hole [quote SAWAH!] yeah. but i just can't do it. went whale watching on last sunday and this sunday, gonna go fruit picking. at tutti fruitti. and yes, i'm missing church again. seems like once i came here to sydney, i've been more a pew-warmer than a christian. i don't really deem going to church as that important. i know it's bad. and i do want to go back, but i just, can't get over the fact that the 'hole' is evident there. you say there's not much difference, it's the same God we're worshipping here. but..
i'm just have a bad bout of missingusBethanism. bah. pass the flu tablet.